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Hi, I'm Sascha. I live in Ontario, Canada and I'm relatively new to all this. A crossdressing friend of mine has been nudging me for years to try a dress on and it wasn't until I saw her completely done up last year that I started to think maybe. With the support of my SO and a few very close friends I actually dressed for the first time about a month ago (I needed a team to get put together...lol). I couldn't believe the change, not just in my look but in my headspace, it was like I became a different person. Looking back at that night and the pictures we took I don't think I've ever been happier then I was then, I was actually just living in the moment for probably the first time ever.
Having started and enjoying it I of course went crazy researching, buying makeup and outfits, looking for opportunities to try things out... I think I may be obsessed a little bit:) The flip side of that is I sometimes think I've gone completely mental, I see my male persona and Sascha as two distinctly different people. I find myself doing things day to day that are not for the male me but for Sascha; I've struggled with my weight for as long as I can remember and had no luck dieting until now, suddenly I can do it for Sascha. I don't know if any of this is normal or if it settles down a little when the newness wears off but for now I'm having the time of my life.
Sorry if this is a little long winded for an introduction, I really wasn't sure what to say so you got a bit of a brain dump.
Welcome Sascha!
Welcome Sascha. You have come to the right place for friends and support. Many of us can identify with your post as we also like to support and encourage our femme side. You will enjoy CDH.
Welcome Sascha !
I hate to disappoint you but No, you are not crazy. I'm sure you were hoping to be crazy..... But alas no. After reading that intro I feel I need to say.... You are in the exact right place. CDH is filled with amazing and supportive ladies willing to share their experience and tips with cross dressers of all kinds of experience.
Hi Sascha! welcome to the site, it's amazing how you feel when you give in to your desire. So happy for you!
Hi Sascha
Welcome and I would agree with what Autumn says, you are not crazy but are expressing what has probably been there for a long time. CDH is a wonderful place, full of special people who will offer advice, support and most important, friendship and acceptance.
Jessica x.
Sascha, wonderful to welcome you and congrats on your first experiences on dressing up. It's an exhilarating feeling and want to know will only get better and better. This is certainly a special place full of beautiful ladies all enjoying this wonderful world. Get all doll up and enjoy mixing right here. Girls here love to chat and make one feel very comfortable in themselves to enjoy moving with a dream looking forward. In time find others maybe close but always around and with some develope wonderful friendships. Happy to have you here and now enjoy all that we are. It's always fun to meet another Canadian gurl and especially here in Ontario. Hi I'm from Peterborough and a pleasure meeting with you.
Stephanie 🌹
What a beautiful read. So enjoyed darling. You are in the right place live sam xx
Thank you everyone for your kind and supportive words!!