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I have been crossdressing most of my life. My first recollection was when I was about 9. The desire to crossdress became more intense in my teen years, early 70’s this was very confusing and as I could not share this with anyone it was done in secret with a significant amount of guilt. Despite trying hard to deny this part of me the desire to dress and be femme would intensify every 2-3 months when I would succumb. At this time I would usually spend the weekend in my apartment dressed and it would feel nice and very relaxing at first until the guilt took over. I would quickly undress, throw the meagre set of female clothes I had into the darkest part of the cubhoard (sometimes throw them away) and vow to never do it again. It has been this way until about 3 months ago when I finally decided this is who I am. While I still live as a male I wear female underwear most days and whenever I get the chance dress fully as a female, including make-up. I still have not had the courage to come out to my family or friends or go out in public. Joining CrossdresserHeavan is the next step for me and I have also set up a Twitter and Facebook in an attempt to be part of this wonderful community.
Thank you for reading this far.
All my love, Lacey
P.S. I will get a profile pick up as soon as I can get a private moment to fully dress and take one
Welcome to CDH Lacey! You'll love this site. My story is similar to yours and many other girls that are members of our special community. Everyone I have chatted with on CDH is very friendly and helpful. Best wishes in your journey. Hugs, Mishael
Hi Mishael
Thank you for kind welcome. This is the first time in my life that I have felt able to discuss my need to crossdress and be feminine with anyone. With your reply and Vanessa’s kind welcoming email I feel quite liberated.
Love, Lacey
Hi Lacey, welcome to CDH. It's a great place to be. It's full of beautiful people. You will find out. Enjoy it.
Cinnamon kisses,
Gisela.
Hi Lacey, Welcome to our group. We are your friends and share your love of being feminine and being who you want to be. Hugs, Michelle
hello Lucy and welcome to this great site called C.D.H. here us girls are very under standing and friendly. we all have been there. don't feel ashamed or guilt, read my profile it will tell how i started and all. but my wife knows ,lets me dress up only when 2 adult kids that still live at home are out. she noticed i have more female cloths then her. yes i do. i dress up every day i can and under dress allot during the winter. i am also a closet cross dresser, i did go to a x dressers meting one time and i had a blast. welcome to C.D.H. hope you enjoy your fem side as much as we do.
its Lucinda again i tried to add you to my friends list but no luck
Hey Lacey, shouldn't feel guilty at all. The only reason you probably felt guilty was that it was just you in that empty room. Sometimes for me I just feel stupid lol cause I'm all dressed up and then then I hang out and I'm like okay now what? Just own it, relax in it and live in it. Do what you need to do and we are all here for you. Hugs - Terrisa
No, no guilt at all. Dont even think that.
Hi Lacey and wecome to CDH. Like you, I started crossdressing at an early age. However , I rarely felt guilty about it since I partly concidered myself a girl. But I kept it a seret until coming out to my wife after two years of marriage. She wasn't supportive but let me continue dressing out of her sight. Five years ago I started going out fully dressed as a woman and now I'm going out as Marianne as often as possible.
Hi Lacey. So glad to hear from you at CH. Can't wait to see any pictures you take. Hopefully you will chat and enjoy some of the great article written here. Look forward to hearing again and I hope you enjoy your feminine journey. XOXO Renee
