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I'm Melissa. I'm 40 and live in Chicago. I'm straight in that I'm only attracted to women. I'm divorced with 2 kids under 10.
For about as long as I can remember I've fantasized about being female. I remember balling up socks to put under my shirt at such a young age that even if I was a girl I wouldn't have had boobs yet. As a teenager I tried on some of my sister's clothes once or twice when nobody else was home.
All my life the fantasy of being a woman has been there. It's strength waxes and wanes at different times, but it's always there.
I bought my first bra less than 2 weeks ago. Since then the floodgates opened and I bought many other pieces of women's clothing. The last few days I've been en femme pretty much any time I was home by myself. It was beyond exciting!
I don't think I'm transgender, but that is something I need to explore. I'm hoping this community might help me explore that.
I'd also love help/advice on dressing. I have a pretty masculine build, masculine facial features and a deep voice. So I don't think I'd ever pass. But I think I want to try and see how close I can get. That's something else I hope to get from this community.
Melissa hello and welcome to C.D.H. read my profile first then you can know who i started its a long story to type out to you.i have been x dressing since i got married, seeing all the dresses my wife has, when she was gone i would dress up and look in the mirror i seen the true me. since then i was caught and still married, wife lets me dress up when 2 adult kids are not home. i buy my own female attire of stuff on line and in stores. for you to dress up be all you can be when you can and enjoy the woman hood, going out and passing as a female would be a hard thing to do. for dressing up its not that hard. find a dress you like, match a pair of nylons, get panties and bra, start with a bra and panties, then nylons and put on the dress, try some eye shadow if you have it and try lip stick, heels if you have them and walk around in the house. not saying you don't know how to dress up, perfume and ear rings. when i get up in the morning the first thing i do is put on a bra and panties and pad then nylons and a nice dress, then my boring male cloths over them and be both sides. when time is right all i do is take off my male cloths and i am all dressed up, all i have to do is make up and perfume, ear rings, heels and i am all ready. its like my male side is gone and i am dressing up for who i should be female. i enjoy the female clothing more then ever. its a great fit and style and color.
Thanks for the reply! Yeah, I don't think I'll have the courage to go out xdressed any time soon, if ever. I think I'd need to pass for me to do that and I don't think that's possible unfortunately.
But the other day I did wear a bralett and panties under my male clothes out in public!
Melissa welcome yes here you will find the answers you seek. Meet many of these lovely ladies and receive advise and support. To pass or not isn't important but how one feels inside . To find out who one is is important and seeking those here could help you understand all those possibilities. Enjoy your time with us and explore all that matters. Happy to meet you and looking forward to seeing you here. 🌹
Welcome to CDH Melissa! Feel free to explore our site and ask any questions. All of us girls are willing to help in any way. Look forward to hearing from you soon.
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