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<h2 class="posttitle icon" style="margin: 0.2em 0px; font-size: 18px; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;">Hi my name is Nicole and new to this site</h2>
I am happy to have found this site and looking forward to making some new friends and having support.
Here is a little of my history. I'm 42 years old and married with one child. I have a good professional job in a conservative field. I started dressing up when I was about ten. I remember finding my mother's lingerie and being fascinated by it. I loved the feel of the lace and femininity of it. I began trying it on and loved how it felt and looked. I stopped because I eventually was caught by my Mom and being embarrassed, didn't do it again for awhile. I don't remember my Mom being mad or anything, but I definitely knew it was "wrong" . Through the years I intermittently would try on womens panties and bras when I had a chance. In college, I dressed up in a girl friend's dress and heels for the first time. I loved it. Through the years I bought lingerie and kept it hidden and would wear it in private. I got married and threw my collection out. Throwing my collection out happened on multiple occasions.
I have been married now for eight years and have one child as mentioned. I recently had the urge to crossdress again. I'm not sure where the urge came from because I hadn't done it in several years. But it came on super strong and I wanted to go all the way! Old feelings don't go away so easily... I bought more lingerie, panties, bras, breast forms, several wigs, and several cute outfits. I purchased some makeup for the first time. I have been on a trip alone this week and dressed up multiple times. I love painting my nails, wearing nice lingerie, wearing a cute outfit, and feeling like a woman. I even went to a mall fully dressed several days ago and bought some cute sandles and a pair of high heels and expensive perfume. It is a total high to be fully dressed and smell so good. I'm not sure where the confidence came from, but I feel I passed for a reasonably atractive woman. It was truely liberating.
So I'm headed home in several days. My SO does not know about my crossdressing. I don't think she would understand. I just wanted to introduce myself and will try to start a new thread for advice soon. Nice to be a part of a nice supportive group.
Nicole
Hi Nicole : welcome, it is very nice to meet you. Yes being here you will find some amazing ladies all here to help in many ways. The advice and information I have received here has helped me understand who I am and what i need to learn in my journeys. Many of us are just understanding who we are and our true feelings. It sounds your journey has already begun with years of experience. A person who for sure can offer much to all that is here. Yes I too find this to be liberating .I hope in time your journey will include your SO. Much to see and do with support at every turn. Again welcome. 🌹
welcome Nicole you will find the most interesting ladies here and the forums are great also just to let you know you are supported and loved here hope to here from you soon
Hello Nicole , welcome to this wonderful site, C.D.H. is the place to meet others like our selfs, we all here understand the feeling and sensation of dressing up. Yes as you said old things don't go away easy. I started dressing up at about 12 or 13, School play had to wear tights, the feeling of a leg message and feel and look, I was hooked. I had a chance to dress up in my grandmothers dress and nylons and heels and wig, I was caught by grandfather, did not say much but to make sure I put the cloths back where they came from. I stopped dressing up for years . Later came back,. Got married in 1983. Have 3 kids now grown up. Now retired, my urge was so strong that I had to dress up and when I started to it was like a switch my fem side took over me and dressed me all up from head to toe. I was so happy and free. I have accumulated my own collection of clothing, make up, perfume, nylons, jewelry, wife found out and daughter knows of it. But I don't let daughter see me when I am dressed up, wife lets me dress up when it's clear. I dress up allot and love it too much to stop, there are times I dress up and put my boring male cloths over them . I am 54 years old and love my fem side. Wish I could stay dressed up as a female and show the world my true side, but society is not ready for it.. Well that's all about me and welcome again . To C.D.H.
Hello everyone. Thank you Lucinda, Dizzy, and Stephanie for your nice messages. I'm looking forward to posting more. I'm hoping I have a chance to dress up this week. Until then I am satisfied with shaving my legs and underarms today. Also wearing a nice pair of panties and pink toenails and wearing some nice perfume. I hope everyone has a nice day.
U r welcome, bet u have found some new friends on this site and found some relieve of cross dressing and u r not alone. I bet u can't wait to dress up for the urge is too strong not too.. I feel the same way about dressing up, can't wait to dress up and feel feminine and free.