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Hi all! I am grateful to be part of an awesome community that understands each other and very accepting. Ever since I was a kid I have always known that I was different than boys but played along my role as male. I am a MTF Transgender and some days I feel like my world is so chaotic and unbearable because I can’t be who I was born to be. Also because of fear and being completely disowned by people I love if I fully present as female. Unfortunately that will happen since I have mentioned my situation to some people I love. Since them not supporting me and threatening me I stopped talking to people and been silent for 10 years. I am now 44 years and I CD only in my home. My 2nd wife is super supportive and enjoys dressing me to make me feel more feminine and to be myself. She evens goes out and buys only girls things for me. I do wear panties daily and bras and nightgowns at night. My room is my happy place because this is where I can be myself. I will never transition with all the surgeries even though my wife is supportive. Right now I love who I am but I just wish I can present myself in public as female but fear holds me back. But for now I am good where I am at. Thank you for accepting me and love you all! Look forward to meeting new friends and seek advice on CD even though I have down this for nearly 30+ years. Love you all and keep smiling.
Mattie Evans
Welcome and enjoy. A very warm and friendly home.
Welcome Mattie,
So very glad you could join us here.
Love and hugs,
Lanna💋❤
Hello. I am new to cross dressing and I absolutely love doing it!
New if you don’t count a short time trying on my mother’s panties, bra and hose. I really knew then that I would never enjoy a thrill as great as dressing in women’s clothing. I only dream one day that I will be able to dress, go out in public and present myself as a woman! May even do a little, or a lot, of flirting,
M
Welcome Mattie and nice to meet you. So sorry to hear you did not get accepted by people you love. You have a wonderful wife and it is amazing to read how supportive and accepting she is.
For me it has been liberating going to CD/TG meetings at first and now shopping and going out en femme. My wife knows but only tolerates. We have made an agreement I can have my femme time away from home.
I do hope you will find the strength to go out en femme one day.
hugs!
Oh Mattie.....I feel so sad for yoy sweetie. Welcome to CDH and I know the girls and me, are going to help you with your problem. Sometimes we just have to say adios to some friends and family....if they won't support you then they are not family nor friends. You must be who you are for you and no-one else. Yes...being yourself can be hurtful but you are worth it. Be all that you can be. You have our support 100 per cent.
Dame Veronica
