I just broke in

Ha ha. I was trying to figure out a title that would grab attention and not be the normal "Hi I'm new." That being said, hi I'm new. I go by many names but for now you can call me Samantha until I figure out what my legal name will be. I live in Lancaster PA with my wife and daughter. I work full time, have a side business, and am the official "Not a pastor" back up pastor at a very open and accepting church in the Lehigh Valley area of PA.

I'm not out yet to anyone and am currently in counseling to figure out this mess in my head. Thankfully that is working. I find I have to remind myself daily that this is a long slow process that I'm going through. I consider myself transgender and have the desire to become female in all aspects of the word. I hope to start the physical process of that someday soon.

I'm 47 years old and wishing I had come to this conclusion 20 years ago. But also glad that I didn't as the world back then was not as tolerant as it is today. So, someday, I hope to be able to live as the woman I am.

Thanks for reading. I look forward to meeting you.

Samantha