I'm Kristie

Hi everyone, I'm Kristie. I started CD when I was 6 or 7 years old, wearing my mother's clothes. My story is is quite  typical, except that being born in 1951, being raised Catholic and being a fatherless illegitimate child, my experience is layered with social awkwardness, poverty and enormous guilt I've spent a lifetime trying to overcome. Not there yet, not even close. I'm still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.

Anyway, I'm married now for the past 20 years to my third wife. Marilyn was initially quite accepting, but along the way I confessed to our family doctor that I suffered with gender dysphoria, and since then she hasn't wanted anything to do with cross dressing or for that matter, sex. She felt betrayed somehow and said she wasn't about to be a lesbian. I love her dearly and not seriously considered leaving our marriage, but our relationship is tenuous at best.

I have always loved wearing women's clothing, the scent of perfume, silk against my skin and the feeling of breasts jiggling in my bra. At times, I've thought I was a true transexual. At this point that's not going to happen, but I dream anyway. The fact is I love women and envy those of you who can share that experience with your partners.

I'm so looking forward to sharing this site you, hearing your stories and doing what I can to support this community.

Love and Cheers,

Kristie