Into the mirror and out to the world.

I'm a late comer to this world of dreams and desire. As a married twice gay man who has at times dressed as a woman both private and on one occasion out in the big bad world. I have come to the realisations that the image we created in a mirror, in a closed room, is our closet that we break free from.

Having had the courage to tell all of my seven children, two ex wives, support has followed. They all reacted differently, from about time to let's go shopping for make up and a style for you. I could not have had a better reception. As a single father with two dependent children still living with me, dressing in public will be a while away.

Back to my mirror the one critic that we all look into ever day. In there lies a waiting storm of questions, which I hope to get answers for from those who have laid the path down for us beginner's to follow. From a simple thing as how to apply mascára to how do I live with the effects of my lifestyle on those I hold nearest and dearest to me. From Dad to mother sister Maya my friend how do they introduce you. My daughters are insistent that this is a mutual problem. They are coming to terms with it. But they are also forcing me to really go through my looking glass into the world, as I make a new, true image that I like can live with and doesn't act as the voice of what if? Hence in private in front of a mirror the place were I transform myself I can say with honesty that I like admire and love the person I am becoming.

Thank you if you manage to wade through this introduction and reply,

Yours faithfully Maya Dreams