Introducing myself

Hi Victoria, Teralynn here. Welcome to CDH. It appears that I am the first to welcome you to this site but I assure you that I won’t be the last. It is quite a challenge to be born into a male physical body and yet feel that you should be a female or vice versa. There are reasons for this, but you may never find that out until you finish this life and go home again. Unfortunately you are still very young and probably have many years left in this life, so you have to make the best of what you have and who you feel you are. You have joined an online community that can help get you through these difficult times and give you the encouragement you need to be the best person you can possibly be given your current situation. You will find that our members are accepting, friendly and supportive. Reach out to us and let us be the friends who will make living your life easier and better. If I can ever be of service please feel free to contact me through this site and let me know how I can help. A post on my home profile page wall will get the fastest response. - Blessings

I am Brooke. I started to dress when I was about 8 years old. My older sisters loved to put me in girls clothes and pretend I was their little sister. I loved that feeling. As I got older, I portrayed my masculine side overtly to hide my inner desire to be a woman. But when I was home alone as a teen, out came Brooke. At that time I also discovered I had a smoking fetish and found a cigarette a lovely feminine attribute to my sissy style. I have been married for 30 years and hid my dressing until about 5 years ago. I traveled for work a lot and dressed on trips when she saw my make up in my suitcase one time. It was rough initially but now she encourages me to dress but refuses to see me when dressed. We have been to counseling together which has helped. She will buy clothes, make up, etc with me but that is the extent. I find it refreshing and rejuvenating when I dress. I recently discovered I also have another fetish, ABDL. At first I thought great, another fetish that the world will think is weird - but then I decided who cares. I am me and that’s ok. I like to dress up like a sissy, I like to smoke long menthol cigarettes as a woman, and I like other “kinky” things. I am enjoying the freedom but I would like to have others to talk with since we do not talk much about this side of me. Hope that’s not revealing too much as an introduction but it has been bottled up for a long time and I need a place where I am free to be me.

Victoria

welcome. It’s wonderful to have you here with us in this wonderful community . Enjoy browsing through many of our well written forums, read about stories of others learn more on     as they journey through their experiences. Many here to meet , talk with and for some develop wonderful friendships. A caring place I hope you enjoy being part of. Very nice meeting you

Stephanie 🌹

Hi Brooke, Teralynn here. First I want to apologize for posting something that was intended for another new member on your introduction post page. You deserve your own welcome post from me. So here it is. You have become a member of a wonderful online community. Thanks for sharing your story with us. There are many other members that have similar early crossdressing experiences. I am not familiar with ABDL and don’t know how many of our members may relate to that, but there are so many things that crossdressing people have in common that I am sure you will fit right in, make some friends and totally enjoy your membership. If I can ever be of service please feel free to contact me through this site and let me know how I can help. - Blessings

Teralynn here. OK, I am totally confused. Is Brooke Victoria or is Victoria Brooke. Whether there is one or two new members here, I welcome however many of you there are. I am sure you all will find a lot to like about CDH. - Blessings

Welcome Victoria!

Hi Victoria,

Welcome to CDH.

Alice