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Thank you for the welcome so far. As a way of introduction this an extract from on-line bio/blog of sorts. It kind of sets out who I am
OK so here we go. Some days I like to try and present myself as female and just enjoy the moments it creates. It’s very hard to describe why to other people as it’s a very personal feeling that comes and goes. I describe myself as predominantly male and on occasions have feelings and emotions that become more feminine (gender fluid ?). Most days I am totally happy being male and then on occasion’s the wish to embrace the feminine side just grows and I find myself wanting to embrace the softer feminine side. Once I become Natalie the inner peace is restored so to speak, my behaviour is not changed I just become comfy in my skin.
Yes I get the “dress envy” too. I find myself for example while out shopping admiring a new range of clothes or a finely dressed and made up lady and imagining what it would be like if I had it.
I have a very "understanding wife" who I totally love and is aware (another story there for later), she is not a fan obviously but occasionally allows me to present as Natalie from time to time. Other occasions have to be on the QT “in the closet”. I don't go out as Natalie as there is no way I could go over the doorstep without being seen by the whole road. I would like to go out somewhere safe but I don't have the confidence, I feel I would stand out for the wrong reasons due to my frame and now age.
Welcome Natalie. Your bio is very similar to a lot of us here. You will enjoy CDH, a friendly and supportive place to be.
Natalie, happy to welcome you . Starting this journey is a very important part in our lives and like you I only discoverd my calling very much later in life . Cdh is a wonderful place and has help me in so many ways. To enjoy such a experience I know couldn’t be possible if not for the beautiful ladies here. With their advice was instrumental in me being who I am and the support certainly propelled me to explore express myself more. making friendships is so wonderful and their help and advice really is important and motivates one to open more about our feelings . Dream of being who you are and in time do what makes you feel happy. Sorry about your wife’s lack of acceptance. Many face this troubling ordeal but be asured you have that support and help from everyone here. The best to you and hopefully in time you have your moment of a girls day out. Its beautiful moment. Very nice meeting you.
Stephanie 🌹
Wow. I can totally relate to your bio.
Nice to meet you.
Hi Natalie,
Thank you for such an honest introduction.
I hope you enjoy this wonderful place as much as I do,
Nikki x
Welcome. Your bio reminds me of myself. I have a distinctly masculine side which shows in my hiking and backpacking and a femme side just beginning to dare to leave the closet. You will find many here to share ideas woth💋
A Manchester welcome from me.
Hello from another new member.
Welcome Natalie!