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Well it's been 16 years since I realized totally that I was transgendered and I'm still just playing in my closet.
I have a ltr now and a couple kids of whom I love to death. And I really do enjoy family life , just wish I could take off my costume and just be me .
So is somewhat accepting as she knows I need to present as how I feel , but she doesn't see me when I do so makes our relationship tough . Plus she doesn't want the kids to see as of yet . I'm trying to be patient .
Goin to see a phyc tomorrow about possible transition . But at same time don't know if I can or even want to . I mean I want to with all my heart . But I love my family and my SO . As I am gay female at heart . I want to stay together but I know that wouldn't happen so I don't know if I could go through that . Plus I don't want to break up our family as I'm from a broken family . My parents remained friends but was still tough . I don't want that for my children.
OK well enough babbling lol hello everyone
I'm Nea , nice to meet you all .
Hi Nea and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
Hi Nea, I'm Krista from Grande Prairie, Alberta, just northwest of you near the BC border.
Thanks for sharing a bit about yourself. I recognize the story for sure. I've been through it but as I'm significantly older than you (63 in a couple of months), I decided to stay as is. My SO knows I am a CD but she doesn't want me to tell anyone else. She is concerned that our kids would no longer allow us to see the grandchildren if they knew.
Thanks for joining the Canadian CD group. I'll officially welcome you there. Take care, All the Best,
Hugs, Krista
Welcome Nea and nice to meet you.
