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nervous in Virginia Beach

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I only get to do this once, right? 🙂 Okay, here goes.

My name is Nikki. I don't like shyness, people who take me too seriously, or the word "no." I know how that might sound, but I'm being sincere. I got into cross-dressing years ago and I'm afraid because I know I only have so many years left and it seems that things keep getting more and more interesting.

http://bix.blue/cute-goth.jpg

That's my new favorite dress. I need something white, with my complexion. I like that one because it's fetishy and gets reactions.

I've only been with women since I turned gurl, one man before. I think I'm more straight than gay, but I love penetration so I'm not entirely sure.  Mommy offered me a bribe to go out on dates in drag with four men of her choosing, but she passed before . . . I forgot I miss her. She knew things about me I never would have known if she hadn't told me near  the end of her life, about who I am and who I want to be. I always "kinda" knew, but I was never okay with it enough to even think those things. Like what? Like that I'm a slut and a tease, that Mommy raised me that way because she saw it in me.

What else do I do? I own and operate a software company that's in the red. I have the luxury of trying to get it off the ground because of  a modest trust fund. Quite modest, meaning most of you probably have more money than I do.

My first experience cross-dressing? Asking my grandmother to put makeup on me as a child. Maybe I flopped around in some of Mommy's clothes while my dad was at work. I'm not sure. I remember seeing a crossdresser at the grocery store I worked at when I was 17. She was in her 30s. When I realized she might have a penis, my heart stopped. I like to believe I have that effect on people every now and then. But, now that I dress as a girl myself, I'm not attracted to others like me. It's like a domme looking for another domme in my mind,  or in my case a sub looking for another sub -- I like to say I'm submissive but uppity about it.

I'm sorry for rambling. If you actually don't think you've read enough 🙂 then message me. I'd love to hear from any of you.

-Nikki

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Illustrious Member     Peterborough , Ontario, Canada
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Nikki  welcome , your among a wonderful community to which all here enjoy our passions  to dress and feel the femininity that is inside us. No matter how old one is this is certainly a feeling we cannot ignore so enjoy life to its  fullest . Happy to meet you and enjoy your journeys with us here .    Stephanie 🌹

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Illustrious Member     Peterborough , Ontario, Canada
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Nikki  welcome , your among a wonderful community to which all here enjoy our passions  to dress and feel the femininity that is inside us. No matter how old one is this is certainly a feeling we cannot ignore so enjoy life to its  fullest . Happy to meet you and enjoy your journeys with us here .    Stephanie 🌹

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(@cyberian2)
Noble Member     Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada
Joined: 8 years ago

Nikki....hi. What a great tale about yourself! I look forward to hearing more about you....my door is always open....so let's chat about anything and everything!

Dame Veronica

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