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Hi I'm Jeremy. When I was a child I even told my mom that I wanted to be a girl. I've grown up and am very much a guy but still have feelings of needing to feel more or less like a woman. Its weird and I guess at this point it'd be more a fetish but I feel perverted calling it that. Just curious if there are other people I can talk to with similar ideals about it. I'm straight with women. gay with men. I'm more or less 85/15 percentage straight to bi percentage wise. Not sure what this can offer. I hope more than anything some people I can talk to. I've been depressed. majority if women who find out there into a bi guy think there gonna be cheated on with a guy. That makes me more depressed. I want to explore sure but if I'm in a relationship I'm monogomous.
Hello and welcome, feeling the urge to dress up as a female is nothing wrong with it. We are showing our feminine side. We are not gay or fags or what ever they want to call us. What do u call a real female that wears manly cloths? We are just expressing our feminine side. Yes when I am all,dressed up as a female my fem side dreams of having sex with a man but in my male side I don't think it would happen. Just to think of it would be a real experience as a female dating a man as we are dressed up as a felmale. I don't consider my self gay, I consider my self as a x dresser. And enjoy every min of it. My wife knows of my desire, let's me dressed up but not see me but knowing she does. Just wish she would understand me as a female when I am dressed up and help me with make up and talk like 2 females and get know my fem side. This also helps me with my panic attacks and depression and stress with out the drugs. I am from Niagar Falls N.Y area. Nice to meet you. I added you to my friends list
Jaime......hi girl/boy. Your efforts to find out who you are make me sad. If you wish....I would love to talk to you about it and see if I can be helpful in any way I can. Been round the world a few times and have met loads of gay/lesbian, bi-sexual, non-sexual and transgender people. All of us here at CDH are ready and willing to share our experiences with you. Feel free to contact me, publicly or privately. My door is always open, honey and I look forward to hearing more from you.
Lady Veronica
Thank you for your kind words. I'm willing to have an open discussion about my situation. I don't embarrass easy.
As far as the 2 posts I want to address them separately.
Lady Veronica. What makes you sad about my situation? May not be ideal but I'm doing it. I'm experiencing it. I'm not living like I'm sure so many others have in the past with their religious bigoted thoughts(not saying you have them just in general) and have wanted to do what I/we/all of us do and express ourselves without fear of persecution/judgementalism/ECT ECT. It can be a stressfull thing for sure.
Lucinda. Thing with me is as soon as I could order online I did lol. I ordered certain toys meant for a woman I guess. I enjoyed the sensations so though at times I don't like the man I'm sharing relations with I enjoy the sensations. Some situations may even surprise you. But I do feel you as far as the make up and hair thing. I ordered my first wig yesterday. make up I'm not sure if ill delve into it all that much. I grow facial hair incredibly fast. I have a 4 hour window for a 12 o'clock shadow. Not sure how much make up I'd even need to cover it up and how long itd last.
as far as your wife try telling her in plain English. you may not be comfortable with this but try to be open to the idea. I want help getting better at makeup on myself. use me as your playground. and as far as talk try and see if she won't start a dialogue like this is the first time she's ever spoken to you. then talk girly talk. if its too weird for her work up to it. maybe its something that'll take a few tries. Hope this helps:)
Jaime
I reply'd to my initial post. apologies for not doing it direct. so wanted to address both comments so I just replied to myself. Not sure if the site tells you there's another comment or not. or that ud seek it out if it wasn't addressed to you specifically. Apologies.
Jaime
