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I didn't discover 'Sam' until later in life, but at an early age she, with guilt, rummaged in her mother's clothes and dressed in all of them. She curtailed her desires until her 40s and then not only wanted to dress as a female, but to be one.
Transitioning is not an option, but she believes in reincarnation and hopes her next life is as a female and it would be wonderful if she remembered who she is now.
Welcome Samantha to CDH.! One of my often mentioned items.......who were the first cross-dressers.? Why children of course! It is cute to everyone back then, why does that opinion change in a few years. The look of joy and mirth on their faces and ours......so what has changed? Just a little older, a little wiser??? and all "fun" drummed out of our lives trying to be what others want us to be. NUTS TO THEM! We were once told....Be all you can and want to be". Remember this Samantha....go for it girl. My door is always open....come in...sit a spill...let us chat and have fun together.
Lady Veronica Graunwolf
welcome Samantha to C.D.H, this is the place where we all understand what we all go though and feel. i know that when i pass away i will be reincarnated to a female, but i do wish i would have the remembering of who i was. i would love to be a female 24 7, but that wont happen. so in the mean time i dress up when i can and when my fem side wants to and that seems to be all the time.. i started with a pair of tights in a school play, the sensation feeling of message and wind blowing though the nylons was so intense, i wanted to experiment more on dressing up. i would sneak into my grandmothers room and dress up in a dress, nylons, heels. it was out of this world. my grandmother found out but did not say anything, but did leave a note in her room for me to not wear her cloths. its the 70s when i started and now its 2017 and i have my own clothing and perfume and ear rings and make up. i buy my own and wife knows of it. she will not see me or help me but tells me that i can do what i want to do , that's a hint of the 2 adult kids are not going to be home. i dress up when no one is home for hours. i am retired medically. i love when my fem side dresses me up its like a switch off with male mode and on with female mode. she dresses me all up and makes me pretty, there is not stopping in between like this is wrong kind of thing. my female side is taking over and no stopping there. its dress up and look pretty, from head to toe. nylons, lacy panties with pad, lacy body bra, sexy dress, boob inserts, make up, ear rings, necklace, eye shadow, perfume and heels. my discovery of Lucinda was when i wore tights for a school play, but did not come out till the late 80s early 90s. i have learned to except Lucinda and my desire to dress up. i feel that its normal for me to wear a dress or nylons or panties and bra and night gowns to bed. . so that's all about me. have a great day. enjoy your fem side as much as you can while we are still on this earth. You Only Live Once. Y.O.L.O
Thank you for your welcome. Kids are so intuitive as well. I don't remember being chastised for wanting to dress in female items, but I knew it wasn't something to do in public. It's fortunate for females that they can wear anything they want, yet for males it is so limited. Of course, clothing is only a part of being female.
So nice to know that so many are in the same boat, unfortunately for some, that boat is the Titanic.
yes i agree real females get to wear what ever they want and get away from it. they wear jeans that look male ish, wear shirts that look male ish, but us men cant wear a dress or skirt or even dress up completely and feel like a female, get to know what it takes to dress up and be female. it takes allot to dress up not to mention the cost.
Hi Samantha,
that's a pretty nice thought. Welcome to CDH and I hope you will find some help and answers to cope with your present life.
welcome Samantha: Very happy to meet you . I too have just discovered this and it's abosoutly wonderful to have such a wide selection of clothing to choose from. Dressing for me is such a wonderful thing. To finally be what I've always dreamed of for many years. I never dressed much in my younger days I was always fascinated by it. But now in my later years I finally discovered what was in me all along , Feeling like a woman. This to me is a reborn, to feel the femininity in me and now to look out at the world and see it in a totally different perspective. Being female it's a true blessing. Looking forward in chatting with you through our jouneys ahead. 🌹
