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Good morning ladies. My name is Mikki. I hope I am doing this rite but I doubt I am. Oh well, I'll give it a shot. I am a closet girl who's wife is aware of my dressing. She at one time, helped me dress and even bought me a gift once. For some unknown reason Mikki was turned off for a number of years and when she returned I was not sure how she would be accepted. I still don't know and am afraid to leap. I live in a very small town with brother, sister, and best friend all living very close to my location. I absolutely cannot let them know of Mikki. As long as my wife accepts Mikki I am happy with that. I have no interesting on transitioning, thus the (sometimer) comment. My strongest urges to dress is when I am alone in the house but even then I have to keep an eye on the windows for unannounced visitors. I've been surprised a few times by delivery trucks and my brother who never calls first. What I would really love to do is have a girls nite with my wife where I can fully dress and just mess around with her just being girls. I did enjoy having lezzy nites with her and she did too. At one time she said I could pass well enough to stop for gas somewhere. That was before we moved way up north. I have so much to get out of this lonely mind that I'm sure I'm just a rambling fool. Thanks for the vent. Mikki
Looks like you did it right. : ) Good to see you here Mikki.
Mikki welcome. And we do really don't mined rambling, we love hearing all and learning about you. I too am basically a closet girl but over the last little while and has been getting better I'm still housebound but I do have a supportive wife and I do most of my dressing alone when the house is empty. Silly as the sounds but I do still get quite embarrassed being dressed in front of my wife I think it's that little bit of Shame still in me. I too have family living close so I too always watching the windows always anticipating somebody knocking on the door and even my wife to surprise me which she has done quite often and Giggles about it every time she does. I'm a late starter and enjoy the of dressing , learning makeup, the mannerisms of femininity, and to basically Walk The Walk. My confidence is so improved and I'm starting to feel better about myself , my wife loves my new demeanor and I'm even getting the urges as spring approaches us and the possibly of going out . I likely am no way near passing but it's a dream of many including myself to take the dare and follow my dream. See being here things do move and the support here has helped in so many ways. I hope the loneliness will start to leave in you and move on with your journey and hopefully with your wife as it's wonderful having someone close to you sharing these moments. Happy meeting you and as one of your ambassadors if anything comes to mined please be free to PM me, love to help.
Stephanie 🌹
Thank you for your input and responding. Today is one of my alone days, and I'm feeling sexy. It still arouses me when I have times like this.
Thank you!
