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Hi my name is Tiffany.
I have been crossdressing since I was about 12 years old (30+ years ago). The first thing I ever wore was my moms bra and panties. I can still remember folding the laundry and taking a set of her bra and panties and hiding them in my room until I had time to try them on. They were a beige satin with just a little lace. I can still remember the way I felt when I put them on. I was hooked on that feeling ever since.
I did purge everything I owned about 10 years ago shortly after meeting my current wife. Over the past 6 months I have come to strongly regret that. I have been hit by the pink fog and looking forward to rebuilding my wardrobe and having a little Tiffany time more often.
My marriage is struggling so bring it up to her is nowhere near the top of my priority at this point.
Looking forward to all your help and support.
Tiffany
@tiffany8 hi Tiffany
Welcome to CdH from a mature secret crossdresser who loves to dress en femme but don't get many opportunities
Enjoy the site
Love
Helena
@tiffany8 Hi Tiffany
My first clear memory of crossdressing was putting on my mum's nightie aged six (it was about twice my length) and walking proudly into the living room, holding up the bits that would otherwise have tripped me up. Only Mum was there; she marched me into back into her bedroom, took the nightdress off me, folded it, put it away and told me gently but firmly that these were 'girls' things' .. not for me. I'm pretty certain I'd worn other things before then, but the memories of that are nowhere near as clear.
Anyway, that was *oh no, the keyboard's suddenly stopped functioning* years ago now.
You're going to find a LOT of girls here who have a LOT in common with you.
The important thing is that you've found us.
Welcome aboard!
Hugs
Ellie x
@ellyd22 thank you for sharing that with me.
We may not always remember the very first time but we do remember the young ages we started. There is just something comfortable about the way the nylons hug our legs or the bra almost hugs you etc.
Oh wow he goes my imagination again
@tiffany8 Most of my days go by without a hug from another human being, but it's comforting to know that my bra will always be there for me.
Ellie x
Since I have purged all my collection, I have to start all over again. Just can't find a way of getting it delivered without someone finding out.
@tiffany8 Have you thought about using the 'Amazon locker' service?
I asked Bing whether this exists in Ontario and got the following reply (the links probably won't work but you can easily find the relevant info with a quick Google Search):
'Yes, Amazon Lockers are available in Ontario. You can choose to deliver eligible packages to Pick-up Locations, such as Amazon Lockers or Amazon Counter. If your order qualifies, eligible Pick-up Locations display during the checkout based on location and availability. To find an Amazon Pick-up Location near you, go to Ship to an Amazon Pickup Location. Hours of operation vary depending on Pick-up Locations. When selecting a Pick-up Location, review their available hours to confirm they fit within your schedule. Pick-up Locations that are closed temporarily do not appear in the list of options. To review the hours of operation after an order has been placed, go to Your Orders and select View order details. For more information on picking up from an Amazon Locker, visit Collect a Package at an Amazon Locker. To learn more about picking up a package at an Amazon Counter location, visit Collect Your Package at an Amazon Counter.'
Might be worth investigating!
Hugs
Ellie x
Hello and welcome
I have been underdressing and have spent a lot of time en femme while married but with no support from my partner. Over time I learned to be discreet but also very adept at underdressing which I still do on a daily basis. Do not give up as your need to express your inner girl never leaves.
@ria thank you for those kind words my dear.
I have actually started looking for a new place to live on the east coast. Thinking it's time to end it, sell the house and move on. I can have a house to just myself and Tiffany. She could have her own room and I wouldn't have to worry about anything. I am learning to be happy for myself and not because of others.
@tiffany8 I am sure you have thought this through and are prepared to fully embrace your feminine side. Best wishes on this new journey.
@tiffany8 Welcome Tiffany! You will find many folks in similar situations here. I hope you find peace in your relationship soon and a balanced way to allow Tiffany out and to thrive.
Lauren
Welcome Tiffany to our little community, and I hope you work things out with your marriage . May the force be always with you an yours
Hugs Rach
@tiffany8 Welcome Tiffany. You will find a lot of support and friends her, glad you joined.
Hi Tiffany,
Welcome to CDH.
Alice
Hi Tiffany,
Welcome to CDH.
Your story is not uncommon in the slightest.
You’ve definitely come to the right place for help and support.
I’m sure you’ll enjoy it here and make some lovely friends.
I certainly have
Lucy
Hi Tiffany, from another Tiffany! Hope you enjoy your time here and make new friends!
Tiffany
