Nikki - Intro

Hey all!

Nikki here, or Veronikka, or Nik, depending on my or your mood...lol. Just wanted to leave a quick intro to say Hi to everyone... trying to keep it short!

I'm a 40something crossdresser, though I've been told I look like Im in my early 30s. I've been enjoying my feminine side in the form of clothing since at least the age of 5. Of course this was always confusing, seeing as it felt right but was treated as wrong by relatives, society, etc.

I'm currently married and my wife accepts that I underdress regularly but doesn't want to see me full enfemme or really even deal with it. She just accepts and expects that it's something I do in private.

I consider myself bisexual, however, my wife doesn't know that, as she would not approve, seeing that she fears me running off or cheating with a man. I am, however, faithful in my relationships and have never cheated. I have had relationships and/or flings with both sexes in the past.

I enjoy gothic fashion, stockings, tights, heels and boots and have always been into various forms of experimental makeup and exploration of my feminine side although, due to friends and family, this was always mostly private. I got away with alot of experimental gender bending by being into punk and goth lifestyles in my younger days but currently have no really satisfying outlet.

Just reaching out to come into contact with other girls of like mind to hear and share stories, concerns, strategies, tips and thoughts about this wonderfully confusing feeling of pink foggedness that is crossdressing!

Hope to make some friends!

Nikki