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Hello all,
I stated crossdressing at age 18, and then all throughout my college years. I must say that I loved it every time, it just felt so right and like my true self. I love dresses, skirts, hi heels, make up, and nails. Unfortunately society did not allow me to come out, and I suppressed these feelings. Years later, and now married, I secretly have crossdressed and fantasize of what my life could have have been, had I just come out. I struggle daily on these feelings of wanting to cross dress and to be a woman, and be with a man. It just sucks that I have not been true to myself and have lived a love of denial and not getting my true happiness. I am so jealous of the trans girls who have been brave enough to come out and live a life they have always wanted. I hate having to live my life in the closet. Any advice how any of you came out?
I wouldn't worry too much about it , things are more likely evolve
Hi Mike,
Welcome to CDH. I think we all have struggled with the same thing at one time or another.
Alice
Hi Mike, I’m glad you’ve found CDH where so many others have shared similar struggles and strength in the knowledge they aren’t alone, and neither are you.Welcome!
It's a painful place to be. Sorry to hear your there. Being new here myself, I found this group to be helpful.
Welcome Mike!