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My story began when I was but a small boy. my girl cousins would use me for their personal living dress up doll. lol. after they grew out of their childhood and moved on, as time moved forward , I began noticing I was attracted to the idea of being a girl and later a woman .
As a male, I enjoy being as I was made as well. I have no desire to do physical changes, however . nature herself blessed me with a pair of naturals just a little ways down south of my chin. I simply enjoy escaping into my ulterior reality and once there, I turn at the crossroads of real and fiction and take the trail less traveled into the fantasy world that I've been a citizen of every since I remember having any semblance that I was ever born. Even prior to my cousins using me as a boyakin, lol I was too young to be a full blown manican, I had found peace in my alternate biosphere as a way to hide myself from the pain of physical as well sexual abuse by certain of those that would turn right around and tell me they loved me.
my apologies for any of my responses that might be a bit long winded. I can't barely hold a conversation with people by mouth but once my fingers begin getting signals from my control panel tween my ears, it forgets sometimes to send out a full stop.
I am thouroughly enjoying meeting the folks here. thank you for this necessary outlet.
@tanyalynn01
Good to see your intro here, Tanya. Now you'll get the welcomes you deserve 😊.
Allie x
@tanyalynn01
Welcome to this warm and supportive group, Tanya.
You will find all the sisters here helpful and friendly.
Lynne
@tanyalynn01
Hi Tanya, welcome to CDH. You've come to a super safe and supportive environment here. You'll find lots of respect and inclusivity. It's all about sharing our experiences, so feel free to share yours.
Hi Tanya,
Welcome to CDH. Looking forward to hearing more of your experiences with your cousins.
Alice
Thanks for all the warm welcomes. Alice, my cousins were great. I enjoyed playing with the girls because all the boys simply shunned me. I didn't mind being marked up, dressed up, and we would all laugh together . it was a bit of a therapeutic thing as I look backward in life. it gave me an occasional break from having to attempt to learn how to grow up in such a cruel world . my brothers through the years as adults have each at their own concious guiding them, asked for me to forgive them. I was more than glad to do so. it all went together to make me the person that I am today . im a person that is deeply flawed, but thanks to the saving Grace of my Lord Jesus Christ , I have been implanted with a forgiving heart seeking only peace, mercy, grace and love in this life. I figure if I fill my time with those traits as much as possible , it won't leave much room for unforgiveness and hate and spite and revenge . I don't need those things to make my heart glad. I have my Lord, bride, my bride, so many step kids/grandkids/great grandkids with a new grand daughter about to make her arrival . Those thing are my life. my joy. my happiness . good night to all.
Tanya Lynn
Hi Tanya.
Welcome to CDH. A friendly, understanding and supportive community.
It is a good introduction. Pretty informative of your journey until this moment.Don't worry about long winded posts. They are not rare here. Sometimes I also go too far with the pleasure of writing.
Gisela
Waving good morning to all. Wishing Peace, love and His mercy to you and your loved ones. May we start the day with thanks and spread kindness in our wake as we go about, a peaceful rest we will find at the other end of it.
welcome, thank you for sharing your story. I am sure many of us wished we were in our place to be used as a dress up doll
sometimes I remember it feeling more like a pin cushion lol. Both of them grew up learning to make their own clothes so humorous but true . their coordination on insertion of stick pins hadn't fully developed so I sometimes ended up leaking my blood too. haha. they're of course all growned up now. very lovely ladies with beautiful healthy families .
Hi Tanya nice to meet you and so happy you found and joined us girls here So do some reading of the forums and posts from so many ladies here telling there stories about there journeys down the femme road they are on in life.. You know as a new sister and family member you are welcomed with open arms into our home as well as yours now also.. So girl when you get comfortable with us please join in with a story or two about the life and times of Tanya as she travels down her own girly path in life.. Now as for making friends here girl there are so many ladies from all over the world here to build long lasting friendships with and best of all we are just a simple click away from you ..Once again girlfriend nice to meet you and hope to see you around for a chat sometime soon..
Stephanie Bass
@fishingr8 thank you. I've enjoyed everyone's greetings and getting to know all of you ladies. I will be doing what you suggest . thank you. As with all of us, our story's are as unique as each of us are unique .
Hi Tanya!
Welcome to CDH!
I think you will find the community helpful, encouraging and supportive.
Again, welcome to CDH!
Catherine
