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Growing up in a female-dominant environment at home, sometimes I admired being a woman. That beautiful way of dressing, hair-styling and charming smile always attracted me. I like being a man outside & pretty inside at home. I'm always attracted to women but in a lesbian way all dolled-up and like a beautiful twilight.
This is the first time ever that I'm expressing myself to anyone. I hope it helps me connect will special ones here.
Thank you darling.
Small steps and vdh will help greatly.
I have covered many miles and today i will fulfil that dream as a stunning lady.
Best wishes
Samantha xx
Thankyou Sammanta, I loved being called darling for the first time.
Great to know about you. May your wishes prosper too darling.
Love,
Jaanu
I've been wearing pantyhose and heels since I was 4. I wore them with a shirt that looked like a short dress. Still, I longed for having my own pretty little dresses. The pantyhose and the heels were way too big and the shirt wasn't a dress, it still was a good start.
As learned more about other women's garments, I wanted them too. I would look in department store catalogues and magazines and see girls in their pantyhose stockings, garters, slips, bras and panties. I wanted all those things so bad.
It took a lot of years and little steps along the way but by 18, I had all those things. I wore them everyday at home and was in total heavenly bliss when I did. Then of course the next part of my dreams coming true was to go out dressed. I wanted to show myself off in my shiny pantyhose, sexy stilettos, very short dress, perky breasts and my pretty hair.
Fear gripped me and my going out took little steps. Then I went out fully dressed for a college Halloween Party. There was lots of scary moments but overall it was so many long time dreams and fantasies coming true.
I'm a many man. I like doing manly things and I have no desire to become a woman. Still, I have this girly side where I want to be in pantyhose, heels , dress, bra and wig all the time. I wear them everyday. The only times I don't dress is when I can't or shouldn't. I would like to be full time but for now I'm most of the time.
Thanks Patty Phose,
I realise I'm a lot like you.
But I don't think I'll ever have enough courage to step out all dolled-up.
I'm just a closet crossdresser. I hope some day I find some courage like you darling.
Love,
Jaanu
Hello Jaanu and welcome to C.D.H this is the place to meet others and be open and free. nice to meet you. read my profile it will tell my side of my journey
Dear Lucinda Hawkns,
Thanks for the support. Nice to know about you.
Lots of love,
Jaanu
Hi Sa.man.tha,
Thanks for the kind words. I'll love to know more about you'll.
Great to know there are alot like me.
Love you too hon,
Jaanu
Hi Jaanu,
Welcome to CDH, I am really pleased to meet you. I hope you make lots of friends. I am happy to chat, please feel free to message me.
Jessica x
Hi Jessica James,
Love to know that. Its great that someone who supports is around here.
Happy to chat with you sister.
Love,
Jaanu
Patty, like you I've been wearing pantyhose/stockings since i was 4 or 5 years old. I love them. Been waring heels for just as long. And like you I wear pantyhose and stockings EVERY Day mostly at home though.
I have also took many baby gurly steps before fully dressing.. been out mainly at night driving around stopping at a convince store or Rite Aid, etc. to buy either something to drink or pantyhose, etc. I am trying to build up nerve to step out in the daytime fully dressed. baby steps 😉
Jennifer
Jahnavi, happy to welcome you and yes connect with some of our wonderful gals. We all enjoy expressing ourselves and as you see here many are alone and very much closeted. But Cdh is certainly a place where opening up is a very possibility as I found. Getting all dolled up and stepping out is a dream for many as it was for me and with help here I've have and it's a amazing experience and one I hope you will enjoy. You'll read many different stories from someone just starting to the well experience with everyone here enjoys the support and acceptance that is truly unique. Be free to express yourself with many like yourself and with no judgements. Love to chat and share stories and make new friendships. So get comfortable and enjoy being part of a special place that really cares about everyone that passes through our doors. Very nice meeting you.
Stephanie 🌹
It's great that you are moving forward and starting to enjoy all that crossdressing has to offer.
Welcome
Hi it’s Sandy I’m the same way love women in the dolled up lesbian sort of way. Don’t really have a very understanding wife however. Love to talk sometime.
Lol Sandy.