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Born on farm in deep south in 1940.began wearing girl clothes when 3 or 4. Mother had sisters
only 4 to 5 years older than i. I would cry if i could not have new girl clothes and wear them. would hide and wear Mothers panties and slips until i left home for College an then ARmy. Moved across Country To start work, early 60's. Married and had a couple kids.by age of 30. did not have courage to wear G clothes even though it was tearing me up inside. Turned to Alcohol. Came in drunk from Business meeting in mid 70's found a pair of wife's panties on bathroom floor. Put them on and went to bed. She woke me a couple of hrs later, pointed to the panties and smiled. That was the last time she was ever smiling about my CDing. She bought me G things but did not want to see me in them, This went on for 30 more years-I could do very little CDing with from 4-7 kids in the house. The last of the Seven kids(twins) Left home about 10 years ago, a few months later my wife left home also. Years of my alcohol abuse had taken its toll, plus i had started to want to CD around the3 house and in bed. We have remained friends and i actually built her a home in the town where two of our sons were living. Well you woul think that this would have enabled me to finally be able to CD and be Peggy ANN. I retired about this time and looking forward to the good life.. Wrong, shortly after i retired i was dianosed with a very Active Prostate Cancer.
I did not realize at the time what a blessing this would turn out to be. Thankfully, i had a very Wonderful DR. I was treated with Radiation AND Took Female harmone shots for a period of 2 years. I would tell my wife(We never divorced) and daughter that i could not tell if i was a man or woman anymore OF cource its all in my head, right. Peggy ANN had finally revealed herself completely. So far the cancer has remained in remission(thank GOD)
Imready to really enjoy being ME. Not so fast, i end up having a stroke last year, shutting down the left side of body, also ended up 2 days later having to hae a pace-maker for my heart. A year later i am living in the same town as my wife and sons. i was told that both sides are stopped up,but an operation could cause another stroke. i am able to walk with a cane now. I decided not to have heart sugury and live the time i have left as Peggy Ann. I live alone and dress as PA 24/7, when at home. Only wish that i had the courage to be PA the times that i get out to the Supermarket and Pharmacy. Small Town?? I have Come out to all my kids(My Wife told Girls) I told boys. 4 boys-3 girls. I think they all had an idea.
no one has offered to help me enjoy being PA, so i'm just being the happyest i can as long as i can. Sorry this has been so long but Pggy Ann has to be heard. Thanks for all Your support and PRayers. JUST BEING PA
Hi Peggy Ann......Welcome to CDH. I enjoyed your little story and am sorry you don't have the best of health. I am no stranger to Cardiac surgery.......been there. I have an ICD (Intra-cardioverter device), my ventricle goes into firillation and this device jump starts the heart a few time till it corrects itself......11 years, no problems. I live in bush country and require to be medi-vac'd 150 miles if something happens. I long ago resigned myself to this unit.....point of fact....if it goes off, I would be dead before the ambulance got me to the airport and medi-vac the corpse to Sudbury General. I have seen the world, and been almost everywhere and done everything....so......I am content to buy the ranch as it were.
Culpepper....I know that name.....Culpepper Cattle Co. as well as Sheriff Culpepper in that Bert Reynolds movie....was so good I can't remember the name of it.....it had a black trash-am in it.
Look forward to hearing more from you.......
Lady Veronica
Thanks Lady V for your reply- Hope it is A long time before we buy the farm but should it come sooner than later for myself i can truly say that i have never been happier than I am living as PA> NOW only wish that the whole world could see her
Thanks for sharing your story Peggy Ann. Totally understand the trade-offs we make to "protect" our family. I suspect many of us have made some sort of "trade-off" to deal with what we perceive to be our family responsibilities. In my reflections of what might have been, I found peace with myself when I realized I had done what I felt was right for family's stability. Not that everything turned out perfect--I doubt any family feels "everything" turned out perfect, but I do feel there would have been negative results for the kids if I had not put family first. It sounds like you are also at peace with yourself now, and I applaud you for living your life as best you can. Of course it ain't easy, else why would there be a song by that name?
Thank you very much Andrea for those kind words. I understand-You have been there and done that, God bless, Stay Safe, Enjoy the Journey