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I started crossdressing probably at the age of 5 or 6 year, we were a numerous family, and the house was no so big, I have 2 sisters one 2 years above me and the other 2 years below.
I remember also play with my sister, we were playing at parading on a beauty catwalk , using their dresses.
At this point I feel my mom knews about my affinity to the female dresses, but she never said nothing because of my father, he is not a person who likes the men shows "weak behavior"....a gay son is considered for him a shame for the family.
When I was 12 years old , my father send me to study to other city, he wants I become mechanic, and the best institute was located fat from my house so he decided to send me to study alone with a family who will take care of me.
I decided to carry on with me some dresses, and underwears of my sister's and a nightgown to sleep in secret in my baggage, hidden under all my cloth.
Later I will add a swimsuit and a bra to my collection.
The place had a big room where we lived 4 students from the same institute in the same situation as me, I mean, the came from differents cities , so crossdressing it was complicated , the only chance happened when most of the other used to came back the weekend to their families.
The time passed and I got graduated, then I started to work and earn money, that gave me a relief because now I could buy anything I want it and I got a personal place only for my own.
Work and study at the same time it was heavy for me, however I could get time for follow with my "hobby".
After 5 years at the college I met a special person , which it would become in my actual wife.
Probably I did a wrong decision because I talked to her about my crossdressing after we got married , in our honeymoon.
However she accepted in me in part, after explained her all, she told me she is ok with me, but she doesn't like the idea to see me in dresses, and she was hoping I quit and do not crossdress anymore.
Now I have 20 years of marriage , we have 1 daughter, but I cannot count with my wife in this journey, maybe the time could make her think and support me in this.
I am not thinking to transition ,but I really, really enjoy dress me and transform me into a girl.
I have so many things to learn,I am struggling with the makeup, I can walk in heels but in is exhausting!!!!... only 20 minutes!!!. also I don't have female manners, I walk as a robot I guess and going out full dressed is not an option in this Latin American countries.
Easily I could lose my job , family and friends.
Society is very Conservative and machism is very deep inside the latin culture.
One of my dreams is to travel overseas and have a chance to crossdress in public with no restrictions, obviously with the help of supportive people.
Before to join to CDH I was thinking this is a dream that maybe never won't happen, but now I feel is possible.
Thank you for the support this community have gave me until now, all people here have been warm, kind and nice with me, and this is the reason why I am still here.
Thank you a wonderful post. I hope you can continue your journey and stay safe. I do hope you get your chance to get out en femme and enjoy yourself. Travel is such a great time to be oit and about with no worries. It will be nice to read your post when you do.
Thanks my dear
Absolutely I will, I know the exciting and nervous filling me only in imagine it.
But I would enjoy a lot when I have the chance and the resources.
In the meantime, I have to polish my makeup skills, as well as posing,, gestures, get outfits,etc., Beside I have to read the post of all of you girls, I will be ready when the time comes.
Thank you for posting Odeth. It is posts like these that makes some of us girls realize how lucky we are to live in an accepting society or even a part accepting society. It is humbling.
Having a tolerant partner in such a culture is also a blessing too. I hope that being part of our wonderful community gives you a link to know you are accepted and among friends.
You are so welcome here.
@ab123 Hi
Making a review in some of the stories and posts in CDH, I am agree that there are a good quantity of partners/spouses willing to deal and support their husbands, understanding them and supporting them, as s well there are a group that dont.
Like you said, you are so lucky, the girls in this site with spouse/girlfriend supportive , I am happy just to imagine how nice and beautiful must be live and enjoy in your shoes.
Other as me and many girls here ,we still have to crossdress in private.
One thing it is sure, we wont be never alone anymore, I felt that this community (CDH)has a great purpose and I a feel committed to help other girls, support her in this journey as CDH is doing with me.
Your post makes you think. Maybe your dreams and wishes will come true. I hope so for you. Until then, you can talk to us here on the site and I think it helps when you are not alone
Thank you for all the support you have gave me until now, believe me when I tell you I am so happy to have a group of girls just like me which I can write and ask questions with fully confidence.
I never have felt something like this before.
Almost one week and I feel so excited!!
Thanks
Kisses and hugs!! ❤️
Hi Odeth,
Hope your dreams come true some day soon.
Alice
