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Hi all,
I have been crossdressing for over 55 years.In that time I have perfected a female illusion,that allows me to go out in public and be totally accepted as a female.
Actually my crossdressing broke up my 28 year marriage.Prior to that I had only been dressing in secret,at home.After my divorce I had a house to myself and time to dress as "Shannon" my ex left a lot of her stuff here,and because I am small and slim,most of her stuff fitted me,including her shoes.
I had a lot of my own stuff like skirts and tops and lingerie that I had collected over the years. This night I plucked up courage to go out fully dressed(Make-up etc)
I put on some silky black knickers with matching suspender belt and stockings,and a half-cup bra. I matched this with pink low-cut top and black leather mini-skirt,and leather jacket.
I walked down along side the duel-carriageway where I live,and got some hoots from cars as they drove by.I had confidence in the way I looked as I am a perfectionist,and would not have gone out dressed without looking totally convincing.It was quite late at night and as I approached an area where clubs were I saw a crowd of guys with their girlfriends walking towards me.I was very nervous.As they got nearer I could see some of the guys looking at me.The girls were not taking much notice.(I have observed over the years that when a sexy/pretty girl pass each other they tend not to even look at each other)As I walked past them I turned round to see one of the girls playfully punching her boyfriend's arm for turning round and looking at my legs(like blokes do ha ha )anyway I am 100% heterosexual so although it was good to see a bloke looking at me (as a female) what put me on a real buzz, was the fact that the girls totally ignored me,which told me I was totally accepted as Female.
Shannon
I LOVE this story Shannon! I'm so sorry your marriage broke up over your XD but its wonderful to hear how happy and free you are with it now!
XX
Zoe
Hi Zoe,
I have 6 wonderful children,all grown up with kids of their own.My ex to her credit, has kept my secret.I,m still friends with her.One day she came down stairs and tipped out some of (Shannon's) clothes that were hidden in my guitar case on the table in front of me. I could not really deny it.She did not talk to me for a couple of days but gradually we started talking again,I thought she had accepted it but every time we argued she would bring up my crossdressing and use it as a weapon against me. As time went on the arguments got worse and we agreed to separate as the arguments were affecting the kids.We finally divorced in 2001.I can be Shannon whenever I want now,and when dressed as Shannon a strange calmness comes over me,I can totally relax and enjoy my femininity. I am very slim and when I have my steel boned corset on I can get my waist down to 26 inches so I have a figure of 34-26-35.I would love to show you some pictures but not sure HOW on here.
I have perfected a set of foam pads that are anatomically correct and allow me to get a perfect female shape.These pads have been sculptured by me and take many hours to make.I am 65 next year and with a lot of time on my hands I will set up a web-site and start selling these pads.They are far superior to ANYTHING I have seen online.I think if you could see just how feminine these make me look you would be astonished.
Shannon
Shannon : I too enjoy hearing such a story being out and experiencing such a emotional outing. To pass or not it's just facinating to experience those feelings. But for you to pass is a xdressers Holy Grail. Not many can truly appreciate that. I'm one who will likely not but will try when the time happens and an hoping to feel this xhilaration for myself. Again love hearing your story. 🌹
I've been crossdressing in secret since my early teens, some 40 years ago. About five years ago I unexpectedly came upon a wig shop and with a little hesitation I stepped in and asked the sales girl if I could try on a female wig. I think I was the third that made the sudden difference. For the first time my face looked far more female than male, even without makeup. I bought it off course and not long after I was away on a business trip and went out fully dressed in a skirt and blouse outfit to find some dinner. I ended up buing some food in a chain store and no one seemed to notice or care that I wasn't the female I presented as.
Since that I've been out dressed as a woman many times and in a lot of different locations without any real troubles. Sometimes being overdressed for the occasion has made people take a double look, but wearing normal street clothes people usually don't even notice me. Twice, I have even traveled by bus to work together with persons who know me, without them realising and the first time I showed my mother some pictures of Marianne, she repeatedly asked who is that girl, before finally understanding it was me!
Please let us know if you do plan to make these available. I'd be interested
I know exactly how you felt! I have a similar story, and I'll write it soon. Thanks for sharing.
Loved the few times I have been out dressed under my male clothes. As a closeted cd, it's boring being house bound when dressed 🙁
Hello Shannon; Thank you for sharing your story. I bet it was fun knowing that bloke got his arm slugged because he looked. It appears you're enjoying your current life.
Ever since I was 4, I loved to wear pantyhose with heels and show off my legs. When I began wearing pantyhose out openly it was with guy shorts and a guy outfit. I needed an upgrade.
I bought some short girls shorts and began wearing those. Then I got some platform wedges. That's when I really began to notice my legs getting attention. I went out shopping in that outfit to buy more pantyhose and shoes. My legs seemed to get lots of attention. Sometimes I would get complimented on them or get asked if the pantyhose I was wearing what what I was buying and how I liked them.
This was so crazy and at first incredibly scary, but each time it got less scary until I was always hoping for looks, compliments and questions. it was very exciting and such a thrill and rush.
