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“My first experience cross-dressing wasn’t just about the clothes or outward expression—it was also surprisingly arousing in ways I hadn’t fully anticipated. As I put on the feminine outfit, there was an undeniable sense of excitement, and I realized that it wasn’t just about how I looked, but how it made me feel internally. The softness of the fabrics, the way the clothes hugged my body, and the transformation into a different version of myself created a rush of sensations that were both physical and emotional.
It was more than just sexual arousal—it felt like a powerful moment of connecting with a deeper, more hidden part of my identity. The arousal came from feeling free, from stepping into a new realm of self-expression that had been repressed for a long time. It wasn’t just about the surface-level thrill, but the awakening of something inside me that was both liberating and deeply personal.
@apsara
Hi my dear
I believe that most of the crossdressers myself included, have felt the very same feeling when we crossdress and at the first time is not the exception, feel the silk ,cotton rayon, etc.male us experiment such a feeling !!!!
I remember barely in my childhood , 5-6 years old, and the bathroom it is near to the laundry, we used to left a bunch of clothes , dirty clothes on the floor, and o remember saw the dresses of my sisters and I felt something to makes me take one of these dresses and try on me. I felt something similar as you described, (my English is average and sometimes cost me express deeper things like this), after that I always wait all people go to the bed and in the night ,10-11 pm, I started to look for the dresses, nightgowns of my sisters and I used to take the mirror in the bathroom and see me how I looked.
When I got maybe 10-11 years old we had a house for rent at the rear side of our house, there , a young couple recently married lived there and we were very good friends, one day they had to visit their parents and left the house alone for a month, they prefer to someone stay in the house as a watcher, in that moment thieves were very popular to enter in houses and left empty. I offered to make guard while they were outside, what was the ignitor on me, tthe first day I went to the house , stayed watching movies on the TV , but at 11pm the curiosity was eating me!!
I saw the Nightgown of silk and I rushed to try on me , they had a big mirror and I saw me there, and I was aroused!!!
I tried on me almost all dresses this lady has in their wardrobe, also I used lipstick and I felt like being in the clouds!!! I compared this feeling like when I falled in love the first time!!!
At the age of 12 years I went to the middle school, I always used to take "borrowed " , nightgowns and panties and a bra , from my sisters and from the girls living in the house where I used to live, this family had a service to take care of students from outside the city, from rural places willing to study technical careers.
So I start to live away from my family since that moment, and until now , crossdressing would never dissappear and will become part of my life until now.
@lujan2099 Hi Odeth
I relate to what you have said. The feeling of feminism when Crossdressed is incredible.
How beautifully put Apsara hun xx.
Thank you Chrissie.
