My first time out as Erin

I went out for the first time last Saturday and I am still so excited and happy about the experience I needed to write it out. So its not a crazy story or anything but it was a great time. So I had to go on work trip for the weekend and I decided that since I was far enough away from home I was going to go the whole 9 yards. I ended up staying at a trans and gay friendly hotel that had a club and a few bars next to it so I could be close to where I was staying if things got bad. First step was going to the salon to get my makeup on I wore the read blouse and shorts you see in my photos. I was so nervous and the girl who was doing my makeup could tell instantly but she was so nice and made me feel so comfortable. So we talked about some looks and settled on a warm daytime look that pretty much goes with anything. This was the best 1 hour I have ever spent in a chair getting worked on there was so much girl talk by the time she was done I felt like I was just one of the ladies in the salon. When she turned my chair around and showed me her work I could not stop smiling it was impossible. Then I almost cried because I never thought I could look so feminine and I felt so good inside it was like I could finally be a version of me I only imagined and dreamed about.

I went back to the hotel and changed into my outfit for the night which was the black blouse with the jeans and boots. I am not so confident in myself to wear a dress in public yet. I did feel a little sexy and wore a black lace thong but thats our secret. Once dressed I headed out to the bar and found some other CDs and a trans girl and we talk for a few hours sharing stories and just having fun. Around 10ish we headed to a club that had just remodeled and I had my first experience in 3 inch heeled boots on the dance floor. Me trying to dance was probably not pretty but I did not care I had enough endorphins and alcohol flowing through me that I was just having fun and any potential stares or looks just melted away. I did have someone feel up my butt at some point which was shocking but kind of flattering one of the girls was just laughing at me when I told her. I was there for a few hours and then had to head back to the hotel.

At the hotel I decided to do a little fashion show before taking off the makeup and that is where my other pics come in I wish I had more outfits I brought with me because my makeup was just so good. So I really wanted to wear the red dress out that night but still not confident enough so I settled for a a walk around the hotel grounds for about 15 min, I actually got a cat call not sure if it was because they liked what they saw or teasing either way it was fun. When I got back to the room I sadly had to take off the makeup and return to the boring old me. So thats my night out not a crazy wild story but a night that really lifted a weight off my shoulders and has really improved my self esteem. Hope you enjoyed the read if you made it this far.

PS I would not have had the courage to go out had I not joined this site and been able to read and see the amazing ladies who have and are paving the way for girls like me. I am truly blessed to have found the site and truly happy to be apart of this community even if I cant be around as much as I want. Love all you girls.