My Story Part 2

Hi Everyone.  Thanks to all who read my first post about feeling too old to crossdress even though I want to.  And I have been taking small steps.  I just bought a make up set.  I occasionally go out with some eye liner and mascara on.  It's subtle but exciting!

Part 2 of my story is probably not much different from others.  At a very young age I saw a woman wearing knee-high riding boots and from that point on all I wanted were womens boots to wear.  And I found ways to make that happen. Does having a fetish sometimes coincide with crossdressing?  I also started wearing high heels

Then when I was 15 my Dad died suddenly and I was kinda in a daze for several years so no boots

Then I joined the Navy and all those feelings went away.  Once out of the Navy I got married and confessed to my wife my love for boots.  That was real hard but she was ok with it.  She and I both started wearing boots but I could feel resentment building and disgust towards me.  But we lasted 25 years.  The kids moved out and she filed for divorce.  I didn't want it but she refused to meet to talk it out.  It was a bitter and ugly divorce.  I never felt so hated

So now it's 25 later and after years of therapy all my feelings started to come back.  I was now buying boots and eventually some women's clothes.  Like panties, pantyhose, leather jackets, skirts and shorts.  It's so exciting to shop online and count the days until the packages arrive. I sometimes go out in women boots with leggings or jeans.  Flat heels.  I have pretty much accepted that I enjoy crossdressing.  It was hard at first because of my church up bringing, but I'm past that now.  I'm not public yet and I haven't told my 2 adult sons

Thanks for listening

Madison