Not scared tonight

After my walk the other night where I felt scared all the way around, I decided that I would try again tonight. This morning, I showered and shaved, so I was clean shaven. Tonight, I not only put on lipstick, but I also used foundation. This fills out my lines and generally softens my look. Behind this mask, and with my hair down and looking wonderful (I brushed it), I headed out. I decided to get in my car and drive a little way. I went to a local park that is at the end of a busy shopping street. The area is quite busy with joggers, walkers, dog walkers, and people visiting the shops, pubs and cafes on the shopping street.
I parked my car, walked along the bottom end of the park. The plan was to walk along the park, but I changed my mind.
I stopped at the crossing and pressed the button. Other people were the other side of the crossing waiting to cross. It's a well illuminated area. The green man came on and I crossed. I continued walking down the busy, brightly lit street. Head high, no scurrying away like the Phantom. I walked the length of the street, 1/2 a mile maybe. Crossed at the crossing at the end of the street and walked back up.
3/4 of the way up is a small Tesco supermarket. I crossed the road and put on my mask (still compulsory here in Wales in shops.) I walked into the Tesco. It was a busy shop. Lots of students, and other people milling about. I picked up a drink and a Mars bar and joined the long queue to pay. My turn came. I handed over my wares to the young man behind the counter, paid and thanked him and walked out. I walked to my car and drove home.
Not an inch of fear. My wife is away, so I had no safety net to come to my rescue.
This time, it was an enjoyable experience. Like they used to be. I still have no idea what caused the fear the last time. I hope any fears have been banished for good. I'll go to bed a lot happier tonight.

Cerys.