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Hello ladies,
I'm on my phone so please excuse the typos.
Today was my first time en femme out in public! EEK! I couldn't have done it without the support and encouragement from you wonderful ladies.
I made an early appointment to get more shopping help at Lane Bryant. I should have made it for a later time. I was rushed getting dressed and putting on my makeup. My makeup was not coming out correct and I almost gave up. Then my wig wasn't right. It seemed everything was conspiring against me. I finally felt presentable but I was going to be late. I will never complain about how long it takes my wife to get ready. Then as I walk out the door my neighbors garage door is open and he is right there. I ran back in the house and thought maybe this wasn't ment to be. I kept telling myself, Angela put your big girl panties on and get out there. I decide to go through my garage door and run to my truck. I made it! As I'm driving I feel everyone is looking at me. I make it to the store and sit in the parking lot afraid to get out of my truck. I saw ladies coming and going and I just froze. Again I told myself, Angela pull up those big girl panties and walk across the parking lot. I walk as girly as I can. Calm slow deliberate walk. I felt good. Then I walk into the store and the other shoppers look at me. I thought CRAP they know! There is a guy in women's clothes! They all turned back to what they were doing. I felt more and more comfortable as I walked around looking for a new outfit. My SA saw me and gave me a few compliments on my hair and outfit. It made me feel so good. As I was in the dressing room I started to sweat from trying on all the clothes. I felt like a hot mess but I was so happy and having so much fun! They had a panty sale and I bought several pretty panties. After giving my SA a big hug for all the help I headed back to my truck. I was going to just head back home but thought let's push this a little more. I stop to get gas. I was enjoying putting gas. I felt so accomplished. I must have looked like a crazy fool because I had a smile from ear to ear. It felt so good being my true self out in the world. As I get into my neighborhood I see one of my neighbors walking her dogs. She knows my truck and I always wave as she walks her dogs. I know she saw me as I ran to my house. Oh well. I was having to much fun and feeling great to care.
Hugs to everyone,
Angela
Awesome! Congrats Angela! Be proud of yourself that you were able to overcome all the the things that you could have stopped you from going out. Sounds like an exhilarating day. Thank you for posting your experience and again congratulations!
Hugs,
Michelle
congrats Angela!
Angela, I feel so proud of you and happy for you!!!
Enjoy the euphoria and I hope it brings new and exciting aspects to your life.
Love Laura
Hi Angela,
Congratulations on your successful outing. Despite your difficulties you did it! I love shopping at Lane Bryant. The associates are super friendly and have excellent suggestions. Sign up for their rewards program and you’ll earn a reward in your birthday month and for your purchases. You can sign up for their emails and hear of the sale promotions.
On your next visit ask for a Bra fitting so you know the right size. You don’t have to purchase a bra after the fitting but it’s great to know your correct size.
Alice
Ohhh Angela honey,
I am so excited for you.
You are so courageous.
Thank you for being true to yourself and for sharing.
I was with you every inch of the way how fun.
You are an inspiration to us all .
thank you so much I'd go shopping with you any time.
Just as soon as I get out of the closet LOL
Patty
Hi Patty,
Thank so much. When you get out of the closet give me a call I’ll go shopping with you. 🙂
Hugs,
Angela
Hi Alice, thanks! I did get a bra fitting and signed up and got the women dollars.
Hugs,
Angela
Hi Laura, thanks! You have been an inspiration to me. Reading your posts gave me the courage to go out.
Hugs,
Angela
Reading about your day out, I lived all those feelings I have when I go out. It is scary but so exciting and a thrill and rush like nothing else.
Hello Angela; Thank you for sharing this story and congrats on your first day out. You should be proud of yourself for not giving into the self doubts that reared their ugly heads. The more outings you have, I'm sure the more comfortable you'll be.
Hi Angela,
Fabulous! Enjoy spending your real women dollars.
Alice
Lane Bryant is the absolute best place to go. My first of two excursions in public was to the local LB store and they were just wonderful. They have a corporate slogan that says they honor all women. They really walk the talk.
Thanks Brittney. I'm definitely looking forward to more outings.
Congratulations Angela. Such a pivotal point in our lives. Many fantasize that very moment to venture out and overcoming the fears and uncertainties propel's our confinances and desires to pursue those very dreams. This year I started taking my first steps out into the great outdoors leaving behind that lonely, confused and very shy gurl to go beyond all boundaries and seek new paths in this wonderful world as were ever moving forward to understanding our true callings. Thank you you Angela for sharing your story and the best to you for more exciting times ahead.
Stephanie 🌹
