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First off - a bit of background. I was adopted as a baby and had no idea I had sisters until I was well into my 40's.
I did it. Finally, I did it and it was life changing!
Friday, I packed a suitcase full of far too many outfits, got fully dressed, put on a mask to cover my lower face, took a deep breath and went out to the car.
Things almost got derailed immediately as there was somebody else in the elevator when I got in. I relaxed a bit when she smiled at me even with the struggles with the suitcase, purse, and goodie bag for my sister.
Thanking her for her help in my "best" girl voice, I got into the car, started it up, and had to keep from hyperventilating from what had just happened. When I took off the mask in the car, my smile was huge.
Had to take off the toque and unzip the jacket as the wig and cap were pretty warm, but I was determined to make it. Kinda glad I picked the girl jeans to wear and didn't put on any lower padding.
4 hours later, as I was pulling into my sister's apartment lot, the mask and toque went back on and unloaded everything.
Again, some people were very helpful and the girl voice came out again.
It was exhilarating to knock on my sister's door with my girl-gloved hand. To see her smile and feel her tight hug when I came is was amazing.
Her first comment was "I love that blouse!"
Holy crap!
Had to hit the bathroom, and did a change to a blue pleated skirt that she also liked and a bit of chatting. Hit the bathroom again and another quick change to an auburn knit dress with an auburn wig as she's getting the makeup ready.
One last outfit change, and it was time for the magic and the lesson to start.
A few hours later, when I put the wig back on and looked at what I saw in the mirror - I cried tears of joy. And the hug I gave her was so heartfelt!
I was actually pretty. And for the first time, Rachelle was really alive.
It was a life-changing moment.
It was hard to take off the makeup this morning. When I saw myself again in the purple satin PJs, I shook and cried again. I still shake when I look in the mirror now in (mostly) boy mode and remember what I saw.
As that was the real me.
I took the makeup off, put the only boy clothes on that I had brought and went to see my other sister who I had not yet come out to. And when I did, the smile on her face was amazing as she's gone through some stuff when she came out as lesbian.
My god. What a couple of days.
I can't stop smiling! And I'm genuinely happy! Actually - not happy - ECSTATIC!
The updated profile pic was from last night. The first picture after I stopped crying.
Rachelle is alive and she will be back. I promised her that this morning.
Love
Rachelle
That's awesome, Rachelle!
I am so happy that you got to experience this day. May there be many more.
so happy for you Rachelle
Rachelle -
What a wonderful time for you. I can feel your excitement thru your post. I'm sure you had an amazing time with your sisters. Hope you have more like it in the future.
XOXO
Suzanne
That is a wonderful story Rachelle. It sounds like they are wonderful people and I am glad you were able to connect with them after so long. Hopefully they can help be supporting for you as you continue on this journey 🙂