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Since admitting to myself who I am, I take great pleasure now in doing the things I watched girls doing all these years, painting my nails, picking outfits for tomorrow when I come home, putting on my lingerie before going to work, trying on all the new clothes I get every other day. As I work towards changing my appearance so I can hopefully pass in public I feel so much happier inside than I have felt for a long time.
Alison....we are all here for you.
Dame Veronica
Hi Allison,
I have to admit that I am slightly jealous right now. I do not get to experience the simple pleasures of femininity yet but I am so happy for you. Congrats on your self admission of who you are. That is the biggest step in becoming the woman you want to be. Always enjoy the simple pleasures because they will remind you of your femininity and the woman you are. TTFN
Danielle
Hi Danielle, I live alone so I can be who I want to be as soon as I come home, some days at work it feels like torture wearing the wrong clothes. I sometimes just go and sit in the toilet and look at my pink undies just to get me through.
Right now I have on black lace bra and matching panties, black tights, pastel pink mini skirt and a pink blush lace strap top and I am overwhelmed at how good I feel. I will do my makeup later, god knows what that will do to me.
I understand all of that very well.
Alison; I agree the pink fog can have a calming effect and acceptance is happiness.
I have now moved on to be dressed in public all the time, I don’t pass but am fully dressed all the same unless I am at work. I have gel nails all the time, full makeup, full underwear, skirt, top and nice shoes, most days I also have my handbag too. Some people look I don’t care as I am being myself. Most women I meet complement me on my nails or my clothes. I now love my life.
Since I last updated this post, everything has changed. I now live full time on femme. I wear all feminine clothes 24/7 have my nails gel painted and wear full make up at work. I don’t pass but just happy to dress enfemme is the best thing in the world and all my friends and colleagues accept me in my new dressed life. It is the simplest but greatest pleasure in my life now.