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<p style="text-align: justify;">My life started in an irish city, you know it as Dublin.</p>
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<p style="text-align: justify;">I moved over to England when I was just a boy, five years old and on a ferry with two of my three brothers and my mother, the only thing I remember about this trip is a small fragment of a memory about asking for a punt to play on one of the arcade machines.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Roboto;">We first moved to Bristol into a shared accommodation hostel where I first saw little girls clothes, it was the first time I remember looking at clothes and feeling jealous. I didn't know what it was at the time but now I look back, I can safely say it was definitely jealousy.</p>
<p style="font-family: Roboto;">There were several more moves through the years, including Coventry and Wolverhampton before finally staying where I am now. Over the years I've had several fights because I was looking at someone's partner and couldn't bring myself to admit to myself that it was because I wish I could have been the one in the dress or other article of clothing.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Roboto;">You see, after growing up Irish in England on the 80s and 90s, I had enough on my plate with anti Irish sentiment and being called a terrorist due to the ira and what they stood for.</p>
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<p style="font-family: Roboto;">Now I'm 36, living a life that hurts me a little more every day, telling myself that one day, somehow, I'll have the courage to be me.</p>
hi chris. time is a great healer and you are amongst very caring supportive girls here. if you have any problems, my door is always open for you 🙂
fiona xxx
The road will rise up to meet you, the wind will be at your back and you have friends at CDH.
Lisa 🙂
Hi Chris,
I remember starting school and hating my collar and tie (it was 1970) and was highly jealous of the girls in their pinafore dresses and lack of a tie...
You've obviously been through some tough times in the past. Hopefully now that you've reached out to this site people here can help you in your path ahead and you will find your true self. Kindness is only a click away.
*hugs* Jasmine
Hello Chris. Its time to try and put some of that hurting past behind you. You're an adult but still quite young. Begin your life anew, as the person you want to become, not the person other people think you should be. Spend time with positive influences. Be strong, live long....and happy.
