This is how it begain for me

I don t know one day I was about 5or 6  my one sister she 2yrs older where guess who or what  I am game one day I put on her cowgirl costume and said look at me I am a rooting tooting cowgirl now we both laughing and then after I start to ask you try on other clothes then after that she used that to get me to play dress up when I did n t wanted to that stopped after some time about 2yrs after that  I started do it late at night or when I had a chance to do so till I about 14yrs old I stopped do it out fear shame guilt 5yrs later with friend every now and then we maturely get each other off  mate my first girlfriend she gave me a Boy  gorge make over I told everything how I like to dress up it was good thing it  then when all bad I a was 26 at time I purged everything left all behind  mate first wife never told her never  cross dressed behind her back we spilt up than few years later I mate my seconded wife After all time of her asking how do I look how my make up I open up to her about my feminine side that was about 9yrs ago we spilt up 5yrs ago