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I had 2 dreams within the last week. I think they highlight the highs and lows of being a crosdresser. Let's see what you make of the dreams...
Dream in a Red Dress
A few nights ago, I had a wonderful dream...
l look down, I'm wearing a red satin, spaghetti strap evening gown, with strappy red heels. I feel confused. I don't recognize the dress or heels as mine. Without more of a thought, I exit my car. I'm walking towards the small park, towards a photo shoot setup. These heels are comfortable, I'm gliding on air in them, my balance is perfect.
There are other young women there having their photos taken, wearing similar formal dresses. I join them. Wait, why aren't I wearing any jewelry, not a thing. Oh well.
My wife's there, by my side, she's smiling, she's supporting, this is nice. It's my turn. The photographer asks me to pose. I feel awkward. More instructions, but the photographer just can't visualize the right frame he wants.
My wife finally loses her patience with the photographer. She's good at photography. She has me pose, against a nearby wooden fence, I feel comfortable. The photographer takes a few shots, he's happy with the results.
I start walking home. I see a group of kids on their way home from school. I slow down, I hesitate, I hide in plain sight, I'm sure they will ridicule me. My balance is off in the heels. They ignore me, there is no ridicule, I'm relieved. I continue home. I reach my apartment.
... I wake up
Caught in a Black Dress
A few nights later, a different dream...
It's morning, I have some time, I decide on a quick dress up session. I put on a bra, panties, a cute mid-length black short sleeves dress, fashion tights and black patent pointy heels. I look in the mirror, I look good.
My bedroom door opens, my wife causally walks in, she's semi-surprised. She looks me over for several seconds, says nothing. I'm speechless. I want to ask her how do I look. I don't. Instead, I utter "I'm sorry". I am sorry she had to see me dressed, it's not her thing. I feel sad for her.
... i wake up
The first is what some of us ladies have, what a lot of us wish for. Acceptance for who we are and support. Which gives us confidence and comfort. In the dream your wife did that. At the end you walked home alone and without your wife's support, there was fear but it passed.
The second is what it is. It's not her thing. So there is sorrow for her pain.
In the second there IS enough acceptance that she hasn't said we're done but not enough that you can get your nails done together, look at shoes together and all the other things that make like in the first dream. So you said I'm sorry.
A couple of examples of dreams about what you want it to be and how it is? In both your wife is prominent so it's her approval you want and also to want her. Now is the time to work out how to involve her and making sure she is with you at every stage.
Dreams can come true.