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Had a great evening. My wife is away on a work trip so I was able to be Cindy all night, this was the first time I could just be Cindy without there being limitation or time constraints and it was amazing. I also went out in stealth mode for the first wearing panties and frilly socks on a trip out to Walmart. I also stepped out of the house as Cindy for the first time, just two quick trips to grab a package off the porch and then to take some garbage out. I had never really thought I wanted to go out as Cindy, but tonight has me reconsidering.
Overall feeling really amazing.
@ladycindy There's nothing quite so thrilling- and nerve wracking- as stepping outside en femme for the first time. It gets a little easier and then you have to stretch your boundaries a bit, so there's always a bit of tension. But it's so worth it. I've come to really enjoy getting dressed and going out for a drive. I haven't gone into any public places, but I did step out of my car at a self serve to get some gas once.
R
@rayna I have seen lots of stories about starting by going for a drive. You get to be out but still safely separated from the world in your car. I have considered this and might do so later. But I have an EV do no gas station for me 😃
@ladycindy You could wear a blonde wig then pull into the gas station anyway... 🙃 😉
@ladycindy Well then just make sure you have a full charge and keep an eye on how many miles you're driving.
My self-service fill-up was more or less am accident. I didn't realize how little gas I had until I was already on the road and fully dressed.
So I threw caution to the wind. And wouldn't you know, there was nobody else buying gas where I stopped and was able to conceal myself from the road a bit by the outer row of pumps. Maybe the attendant spotted me on camera, if he did, I hope he got a good chuckle out of it. I'm large even for a guy, so there's really no hiding what I am.
But nothing bad happened, and I was soon back on the road, feeling like a million bucks. Like pulling off some sort of schoolboy prank without getting caught.
I guess I'm sort of hyper-aware of other people because of this little secret of mine. But I'm finding that most people are so wrapped up in their own business that they hardly ever notice anything unusual. Even when I'm driving dressed I'm broad daylight, deliberately watching the other drivers, none of them seem to catch on.
Seriously, what does a girl have to do to get a little attention?
R.
@rayna the gas pump is literally and figuratively a great first step to ease into this...(my car was ALWAYS full when I was starting out 🤣 )
@ladycindy Ha peeking out to get Amazon purchases is a normal River day lol. I live in a secluded area and no one can see my porch but I still peek out and quickly grab my stuff. I'm so chicken. But I do go for walks in the woods after dark. and River has taken a nose dive or two cause I don't want to use any lights until I'm in the woods so also chicken lol.. sounds like you had a lovely day. here's to many more. Cheers RC
Congratulations Cindy! It’s a lovely exciting feeling.
Alice
Dear Cindy, I am happy for you. Well done as I hope to something similar soon myself and get out of my closet and just be myself in public. Your inspiration has certainly inspired me.
mat your days get even more brighter, cheerio Gwen
Good for you! May there be many more opportunities ahead.
Jules
What a wonderful feeling you must have had! Those times where you have no pressure to watch the clock are just heavenly. And, congratulations on taking the opportunity to step out. Small steps or large, they are all part of becoming comfortable with ourselves.
Congratulations!!!
Much love,
April ❤️
Going out en femme is great and the first time is unbelievably magical. I am glad for you, Cindy.
Gisela
Girl time is a great thing!!! I know what you mean about going out, i do the same thing, I have put out the garbage as Kim
I expect many know that feeling of elation as even stepping out of the door is like taking a hundred mile trip. The door is now open to a whole new world of experience for you Cindy.
Thank you everyone for your comments and insights. Looking forward to more and finding the balance of the two parts of me.
Sweet Cindy,
I am so delighted you had some time to "be". The freedom of going out comes slowly. We girls need to be careful, but there is nothing like it. I am like you. I take the moments when I can and cherish them.
Elizabeth 🙂
Oh Cindy isn’t it wonderful when we get the opportunity to dress in a relaxed and unrestrained manner! I’m positive your evening dressed was wonderful. This gurl was so disappointed last Saturday. On Friday my wife informed me that she was going with her daughter and granddaughter to cheerleading competition several hours away in PA. They would be leaving early morning and. be gone until late afternoon. Immediately I thought Gurl time. I went to bed that night dreaming about what outfits I would wear. I don’t get this opportunity often. So imagine my disappointment early Saturday morning when she told me she had to much to do at home and wouldn't be going. Frustrated I did what I always do and slipped on panties under my drab guy clothes and went on about my day. Happily Sunday morning she said that her and her son were going to a discount garden Nursery about an hour away.
I didn’t get as much time dressed but it was a nice consolation prize.
Natalie💋💋
