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1000 cuts, 1000 scars

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(@michelle1975)
Trusted Member     Laconia, New Hampshire, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

This is another dark poem.  Read at your own risk.

  • Every little jab
  • Bruises my ego
  • Every little poke
  • Pierces my skin
  • Every little dig
  • Hurts deeper and deeper
  • Every insult hurled
  • Leaves me crippled and weak

 

  • Why was I picked
  • To deserve everyone's ire
  • Why was I chosen
  • To walk in the fire
  • I never asked
  • To be a punching bag
  • With every hundredth cut
  • My brilliant smile starts to fade

 

  • What doesn't kill you
  • Makes you stronger
  • Then why is it
  • My life I no longer desire
  • After a thousand little cuts
  • I lose sight of a bright future
  • Like a diamond in the rough
  • Unpolished, unshined, stressed and losing luster

 

  • Cold, callous, cynic and depressive
  • This is what is left when you finally relented
  • A shell of myself
  • Forgetting what I am suppose to be
  • Wondering why you stopped
  • The abuse, torture, torment was starting to be comforting
  • I picked up the mantle and started cutting me
  • Because it felt empty being pain free

 

  • Time has passed
  • The pain has subsided
  • The thousand wounds are still open
  • As I've come to realize
  • Recollecting the past, poring salt on the sores
  • Reimagining the pain I begin to feel
  • How many more cuts must I endure
  • So my thousand scars can finally heal
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I took the risk ... Survived & really enjoyed reading it , u wish I could write so well xx Tiff

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Lady
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(@michelle1975)
Trusted Member     Laconia, New Hampshire, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

Thank you Tiff.  Since coming to this site, I have been writing again which really helps therapeutically.   I wish I didn't always write so deep, dark and depressive but it is the writing that comes easiest to me.  Write what you know, well...

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I'm going through more of your poetry , especially the dark ones ☺️

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Lady
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(@michelle1975)
Trusted Member     Laconia, New Hampshire, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

I am going to see if I can find some of my older writings when I was doing lyrics for garage bands I was in and post them up.

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Lady
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(@michelle1975)
Trusted Member     Laconia, New Hampshire, United States of America
Joined: 6 years ago

Thank you Tiff, sometimes we forget that dark is also beautiful if you put the right light on it.

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(@rubycd)
Reputable Member     Malvern, Arkansas, United States of America
Joined: 5 years ago

This is beautiful to me, it may be cause I can relate, but beautiful never the less.

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