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This is another dark poem. Read at your own risk.
- Every little jab
- Bruises my ego
- Every little poke
- Pierces my skin
- Every little dig
- Hurts deeper and deeper
- Every insult hurled
- Leaves me crippled and weak
- Why was I picked
- To deserve everyone's ire
- Why was I chosen
- To walk in the fire
- I never asked
- To be a punching bag
- With every hundredth cut
- My brilliant smile starts to fade
- What doesn't kill you
- Makes you stronger
- Then why is it
- My life I no longer desire
- After a thousand little cuts
- I lose sight of a bright future
- Like a diamond in the rough
- Unpolished, unshined, stressed and losing luster
- Cold, callous, cynic and depressive
- This is what is left when you finally relented
- A shell of myself
- Forgetting what I am suppose to be
- Wondering why you stopped
- The abuse, torture, torment was starting to be comforting
- I picked up the mantle and started cutting me
- Because it felt empty being pain free
- Time has passed
- The pain has subsided
- The thousand wounds are still open
- As I've come to realize
- Recollecting the past, poring salt on the sores
- Reimagining the pain I begin to feel
- How many more cuts must I endure
- So my thousand scars can finally heal
I took the risk ... Survived & really enjoyed reading it , u wish I could write so well xx Tiff
Thank you Tiff. Since coming to this site, I have been writing again which really helps therapeutically. I wish I didn't always write so deep, dark and depressive but it is the writing that comes easiest to me. Write what you know, well...
I'm going through more of your poetry , especially the dark ones ☺️
I am going to see if I can find some of my older writings when I was doing lyrics for garage bands I was in and post them up.
Thank you Tiff, sometimes we forget that dark is also beautiful if you put the right light on it.
This is beautiful to me, it may be cause I can relate, but beautiful never the less.