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Dysphoria

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(@innatelyindi)
Estimable Member     Lorton, Virginia, United States of America
Joined: 9 months ago

It is a strange concept when you cannot feel

When your fears and nightmares are all to real

You’re numb to the happy, and numb to the sad

Your only emotion is when mood swings make you mad

They called it depression, or anxiety, or bipolar one

You dissociate to keep yourself safe and mentally hide from everyone 

The hurt and pain is very real, it’s hard to describe

You see the doctor and the solution is more pills to prescribe 

Like Lenny Kravitz said, I want to get away, I want to fly away

Fantasizing and Zillow shopping for a new place to stay

Starting over in a new town, with a new home and a new name

You get discouraged when you realize the pitfalls and burden will all be the same

Then I find Dr Z on YouTube and her videos speak to and refresh my soul

Maybe it really is dysphoria, that is keeping my life from becoming whole

So you dive into research to learn what you can about authenticity and gender

Now there is hope, and wholeness,and positive self esteem you never want to surrender.

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(@lizk)
Joined: 5 years ago

Illustrious Member     North County San Diego, California, United States of America
Posts: 3857

@innatelyindi 

This could be the first 50 years of my life.

Posted by: @innatelyindi

Now there is hope, and wholeness,and positive self esteem you never want to surrender.

I will never forget where I came from.  And I will NEVER go back to that darkness!

Thank you for posting, Indi.

Liz xx

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(@ab123)
Illustrious Member     Surrey, United Kingdom
Joined: 5 years ago

Lovely prose Indigo...

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(@valentina16)
Noble Member     Worcester, Worcestershire, United Kingdom
Joined: 1 month ago

Captivating. Thank you for sharing.

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