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One comes out one morning,
after having lost the fear,
with red lips and face makeup,
with her head held high and her gaze steady,
wearing a sober dress,
that goes unnoticed,
and combine with high heels
and silk stockings.
One feels that the breath is shortened,
that the soul is stuck
and the heart beats desperately.
One feels that she should not have done it,
that she would pay dearly for the daring
and stops for a moment, look around,
and noted that the world has not changed,
that nobody notices anything new in the way.
Then take a deep breath and continue,
without fear
with pride
as she should always do.
This inspires me, and I would like to add a composition of my own on this topic;
Fearlessness
Shedding the drab like the skin of a snake
Soft satins and silks make her skin feel awake
The kisses of makeup, so soft, warm and scented
The hair in position like it was intended
She slips on her boots, wooly hat and coat
Takes a deep breath and feels the fresh air in her throat
Takes the first steps up the long garden path
Maybe the neighbours have seen - well let's hope they laugh
Stepping out of the driveway and 'long the busy road
It's a short way to the field gate, but the path seems to've growed
At last at the gate, she shakes out her blonde hair
Plants one boot then another in the earth which is there
Following the path, all her cares melt away
For today feels like freedom - at last! Bless the day!
Taking care not to stride like a man she walks on
Til the feeling is natural, and all fear is quite gone
A lady approaches, with a small dog at her side
"Hello, lovely morning!" and a smile deep inside
The journey continues, along paths, across fields
Down a small country lane, but no people it yeilds
Til she comes to a church, which is locked, what a bore
So she places her hand, very soft, on the door.
I ask for forgiveness for all sins I have made
As I forgive those who made me suffer as a maid
And after a pause, to let the love flow
She turned on her heels, to follow the path home.
I cannot even begin to measure
The worth of that countryside walk - a real treasure
The sunshine was spun gold, the grass rich and green
The sheep in the pastures were calm andserene
Even the insects at play in the air
Played music that was sweet with the birdsong so rare
All these things she noticed, with the swish of her dress
She didn't even notice that her fear was now less.
Love
Laura