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Am I mistaken that there is a place for me in the transgender community. A place where I can be accepted for who I am as an authentic woman that is starting transition in my 60’s.
Am I mistaken that someone could accept me for who I am at this weird place in between acceptance and living full time as my authentic self.
Am I mistaken that all of the years of shame, all the years of guilt, all the years of imposter syndrome that were my reality have led me to this point where I can fly like an eagle; proud, majestic and full of natural beauty.
Am I mistaken that the euphoria that I feel when fully dressed and out on the town is real, or is it in made up and wrapped in a fantasy land inside my head
I am not mistaken that I am beautifully myself no matter how I present
I am not mistaken that finding authenticity in my 60’s is one of the hardest and most rewarding journeys of my life
I am not mistaken that I am not alone, even though there are plenty of times where I do feel alone, so alone that I feel invisible
I am not mistaken that now is the time to think of myself first, instead of being the people pleaser that I was that thought of others first and gave myself leftovers
I am not mistaken that resilience is a strength to overcome the negativity in this world and I can work through anything that comes my way
I am not mistaken that some of the most beautiful, supportive, encouraging, rand empathetic people I have met are in the Crossdresser and Transgender communities
I am not mistaken that I love myself
@innatelyindi Indi, that’s so beautiful. I’m so happy that you have come to a point in your life where you love yourself, it’s so important. You know that I’ll always support you no matter what you decide to do in your life. Your courage and strength are amazing.
Thank you, Indi, for this affirming post. I recognise every word and sentiment.
Allie x
you are definitely not mistaken 
Dear Indi. After reading your story I do feel compassion and empathy for you and only wish your journey to become yourself becomes brighter at every turn.
Gwen
Everything you said resonates with me. I'm in tears writing this. Thank you, Lydia 
Thank you, Indi, for a well written article to which we all can relate…. You are not alone, we all offer friendship and support.
Deep and heartfelt poetry, Indi. Simply beautiful. It entered my soul.
A transgender woman friend had to tell me last year that she felt I was conveying to her that I have a very deep love for myself to realize that this is who I am. Your poem reminded me of this experience.
Gisela
