Hi!

New here but I have been on others in the past going back to the Mid 90's.

Crossdresser Discussion Forum or Forum...long time ago and one day we were notified they were closing and then they were gone with all those established relationships, all that time and emotional investment scattered to the wind. Then I found Crossdressers Discussion Forum which has become Crossdressers-Haven.com and I am still there but am expanding my horizon's a little to come here. I have been interested in things feminine going as far back as I can remember into the mists of my early childhood. It grew and developed over time, and with the internet took off as I realized I was not the only one in the world. At Age 40 I accepted myself and came out to my wife. I have in the past few years opened the door to a network of insiders who know, and have been gradually working toward being fully out to the world. I have been out in public and have many who know and who are very supportive. I am gender fluid but about 50/50 so never plan to go further than allowing my hair to grow out, and having my ears pierced, I am at my correct weight, am more fit than I have ever been. My make up skills are about that of the average woman and I have a very good wardrobe built up. Oh I am heterosexual. my sex is Male, but my gender is fluid so it flows back and forth. My ultimate goal is to be completely out to the world, I am quite comfortable being who I am.  My wife developed early onset dementia at age 49 starting about 2005, diagnosed 2009, and has been total care for over 7 I am a faithful partner and sole caregiver but look forward to finding a new partner someday, a woman as I am heterosexual but she will have to fully and enthusiastically love and support all of who I am, I am as a total person. Need not sympathy this is all just matter of fact to me now, just is. That's about it for "hello"...Anne