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I joined a couple days ago and I just wanted to share a bit about me.
I am 57 years old and I am a transsexual. I am working with my psychiatrist to take the next step.
At 10 years old, I was stripped and put into panties because I wet myself. They felt natural and ever since, I began dressing in my mothers lingerie. All through high school I wore panties and dressed out in my bedroom when I could. Since then, I would buy and throw out continuously in a panic filled battle...afraid to accept in inner being.
I joined the military at 20 and at 21 was married. My wife accepted my little secret and helped me dress out for the first years of our marriage. I am not sure what happened to our 22 years, but she became bitter and humiliating leading to divorce.
It has been 12 years since then and now I have come to realize the woman inside me and during my sessions with the Doctor, I have come to embrace my feminine side.
My two daughters know, but I have not dressed out in front of them as I am very private and very shy. Also I am very passive and submissive (if you will) to appeasing others.
Although I love to dress up in everything female, its enjoyment is secondary to what I feel deep inside. I can't really explain it.... I love my female qualities and my hope is soon I will begin male to female transition.
Thank you for allowing me to share and I look forward to all you ladies' companionship.
Teddy bear hugs to everyone!!!
Hello Samuella,
Thank you very much for sharing your story. I hope that you enjoyed our community.
Cookie 🙂
Hi Samuella. Welcome to CDH!
Wonderful story Daniella! I went thru pretty much the same thing. Started dressing at age 12 with my mother's nylons and panties. I hated myself for dressing but soon I realized the purging is a waste of time. I accepted my inner girl and there's been a great calm and less anxiety and depression. Thank you, Jennifer. I apologize to Samuella!
Hi Samuella and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
2016_introductions new members: Anonymous original post:
I joined a couple days ago and I just wanted to share a bit about me.
I am 57 years old and I am a transsexual. I am working with my psychiatrist to take the next step.
At 10 years old, I was stripped and put into panties because I wet myself. They felt natural and ever since, I began dressing in my mothers lingerie. All through high school I wore panties and dressed out in my bedroom when I could. Since then, I would buy and throw out continuously in a panic filled battle…afraid to accept in inner being.
I joined the military at 20 and at 21 was married. My wife accepted my little secret and helped me dress out for the first years of our marriage. I am not sure what happened to our 22 years, but she became bitter and humiliating leading to divorce.
It has been 12 years since then and now I have come to realize the woman inside me and during my sessions with the Doctor, I have come to embrace my feminine side.
My two daughters know, but I have not dressed out in front of them as I am very private and very shy. Also I am very passive and submissive (if you will) to appeasing others.
Although I love to dress up in everything female, its enjoyment is secondary to what I feel deep inside. I can’t really explain it…. I love my female qualities and my hope is soon I will begin male to female transition.
Thank you for allowing me to share and I look forward to all you ladies’ companionship.
Teddy bear hugs to everyone!!!
