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Hello girls! My name is Samantha Renee but I usually just go by Samantha(not Sam!!!),but can call me Sammy if I know you or if I a comfotable with you. I am 29 years old and am 100% accepting of my crossdressing and my femme side, which took many years to overcome the feelings of guilt, shame, and inner anguish, confusion, and embarrassment. I no longer purge like I used to and the only reason UmI ever throw away or donate damn near my whole wardrobe is because I would get caught and found out if I didnt get rid of it. I would really, really not want that to happen or come close to happening. I prefer to dress fully to look as convincing as possible for my own satisfaction and act out my life as Samantha Renee and acting completely female. I am not fully gay, but I have a desire to have a cute (preferably a young preppy pretty boy in my life that treats me like a lady and takes care of me and takes me shopping for shoes, clothes, out to dinner. A man who treats me like a princess. A real relationship. I've never been with a man I'm almost exclusively strait and into females but Samantha has evolved over the years. I have had feminine qualities since I was young and have been crossdressing since I was like 16. I wasnt a self admitting CD till I was in ny earlt 20's or so. Its been quite a journey to say the least! It used to be a big kink of mine to dress en femme but the sexual aspect has since worn off and I'm very pleased with tha fact, as I just want to be a girl without all the issues that made me feel like a "feel pleased and undress as quickly as possible afterwards" type of crossdresser. I like im 30-35% female and 65-70% male. Im really half and half but my living situation doesnt allow for me to live as a woman as much as I would like. I dont know if I'm transgender or just a transvestite but I'm comfortable as a man and extremely content, and I guess feel complete, as Samantha Renee. Looking forward to meet all of you! 😊
Hello Samantha! Welcome to CDH.
Hugs,
Georgia
Oh welcome indeed Samantha and love your profile. It sounds all so familiar to my life and many here. We just learn to live with our desires and feelings hon and move forward as you are doing. Hope to chat with you soon sweetie
Hi Samantha welcome with us
Catherine
hello,
my name is angela belly.
Hello and welcome Sammantha,
your story, partially, echoes so many of ours. Once you except yourself, others will accept you. To sum up my life, I quote the late great Jerry Garcia, "What a long strange trip it's been". Good luck in the future, hope your wishes come true.
Cookie 🙂
Hello, Samantha. It's nice to meet you. Welcome to our special little corner of the internet.
Hi Samantha,
Happy to have you with us. Welcome.
Whishing you the best
Deb
Hi Samantha and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
Hi Samantha, great to hear from you, I'm sure you'll make many friends on this website, and that includes me sweetie.
Hugzzz Jane X
hi Samantha
Welcome to CDH ive found all the girls on here so very friendly im sue you will too.
Hugs Andrea
Hello Samantha I am glad you are with us other girls I am willing to be your friend.😘
Hi Samantha, Welcome to the group. Enjoy !! Michelle
A Big Hug for U.
Kisses.
2016_introductions new members: Samantha Renee original post:
Hello girls! My name is Samantha Renee but I usually just go by Samantha(not Sam!!!),but can call me Sammy if I know you or if I a comfotable with you. I am 29 years old and am 100% accepting of my crossdressing and my femme side, which took many years to overcome the feelings of guilt, shame, and inner anguish, confusion, and embarrassment. I no longer purge like I used to and the only reason UmI ever throw away or donate damn near my whole wardrobe is because I would get caught and found out if I didnt get rid of it. I would really, really not want that to happen or come close to happening. I prefer to dress fully to look as convincing as possible for my own satisfaction and act out my life as Samantha Renee and acting completely female. I am not fully gay, but I have a desire to have a cute (preferably a young preppy pretty boy in my life that treats me like a lady and takes care of me and takes me shopping for shoes, clothes, out to dinner. A man who treats me like a princess. A real relationship. I’ve never been with a man I’m almost exclusively strait and into females but Samantha has evolved over the years. I have had feminine qualities since I was young and have been crossdressing since I was like 16. I wasnt a self admitting CD till I was in ny earlt 20’s or so. Its been quite a journey to say the least! It used to be a big kink of mine to dress en femme but the sexual aspect has since worn off and I’m very pleased with tha fact, as I just want to be a girl without all the issues that made me feel like a “feel pleased and undress as quickly as possible afterwards” type of crossdresser. I like im 30-35% female and 65-70% male. Im really half and half but my living situation doesnt allow for me to live as a woman as much as I would like. I dont know if I’m transgender or just a transvestite but I’m comfortable as a man and extremely content, and I guess feel complete, as Samantha Renee. Looking forward to meet all of you!
