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Hi there! I have read a lot of the writings here since I became a member yesterday. I, like so many others here have lived the same song and dance since I was little. I just didn't know what to call it. You can read my profile but basically I wanted to be a girl my whole life. When I was single and living alone in my twenties, I wore panties and night gowns and things at home. I just didn't know what to do to about it. I was poor with no insurance then so I couldn't afford to do much.
However, that didn't stop the feelings, I am 51 and the feelings are stronger now then ever. I always liked to shop, read fashion magazines, learn about make-up and hang ut with the girls. I hated to do boy stuff. I'd rather make cookies!
Finally at 51 I was in the hospital with pneumonia for nine days. I was sick but it gave me nine days to hang out with the girls (nurses). The feeling that I wanted to be a girl was stronger than ever. I never told anyone my whole life about these fillings. Finally, the feeling was so strong I had to tell someone so I told my mom. She was taken back by it but we talked and he said she always new I was different but didn't know how. She said "now it makes perfect sense". We talked some more and when I got out of the hospital, she took me shopping or clothes.
After I had told her I felt such a relief. Whenever I think about being a girl I always got excited but this was over the top!
That week I told my two therapists who are female. They were so excited that I would share that big of a secret with them. I cried and laughed and hugged them and we had such a great time. So now you know my story I'm not sure what happens next, but it seems like I've got plenty of wonderful people here to help me become the woman I've always wanted to be.
Love ya girls and talk to ya soon!
Hello Jennifer.
Sounds like your feelings finally won the battle, and those around you have begun to accept the change. I hope everything works out and you stay happy.
Sincerely,
Alexis.
Hi Jennifer welcome with us
Catherine
Hi Jennifer and welcome to CDH.
Rachel
Hi Jennifer, and welcome to CDH. Your mom sounds awesome - it's great to hear you have such strong support. Best wishes for wherever your journey leads you, and I'm looking forward to interacting with you a bit on the forums and chat room.
2016_introductions new members: Anonymous original post:
Hi there! I have read a lot of the writings here since I became a member yesterday. I, like so many others here have lived the same song and dance since I was little. I just didn’t know what to call it. You can read my profile but basically I wanted to be a girl my whole life. When I was single and living alone in my twenties, I wore panties and night gowns and things at home. I just didn’t know what to do to about it. I was poor with no insurance then so I couldn’t afford to do much.
However, that didn’t stop the feelings, I am 51 and the feelings are stronger now then ever. I always liked to shop, read fashion magazines, learn about make-up and hang ut with the girls. I hated to do boy stuff. I’d rather make cookies!
Finally at 51 I was in the hospital with pneumonia for nine days. I was sick but it gave me nine days to hang out with the girls (nurses). The feeling that I wanted to be a girl was stronger than ever. I never told anyone my whole life about these fillings. Finally, the feeling was so strong I had to tell someone so I told my mom. She was taken back by it but we talked and he said she always new I was different but didn’t know how. She said “now it makes perfect sense”. We talked some more and when I got out of the hospital, she took me shopping or clothes.
After I had told her I felt such a relief. Whenever I think about being a girl I always got excited but this was over the top!
That week I told my two therapists who are female. They were so excited that I would share that big of a secret with them. I cried and laughed and hugged them and we had such a great time. So now you know my story I’m not sure what happens next, but it seems like I’ve got plenty of wonderful people here to help me become the woman I’ve always wanted to be.
Love ya girls and talk to ya soon!
