Introducing Gia

Hello all,

My name is Gia, I'm a 41 year old woman (on occasion), with a beautiful and loving spouse, one 19 month old daughter and another child due in April.

I have been interested in the opposite sex since I was in my early teens. Though this sounds normal, my particular flavor of interests probably differ from most folks. I was certainly attracted to women, and had the typical urges of a young man. But I always wondered what it would be like to be a member of the opposite sex.

I never crossdressed though. Maybe out of fear for what it might mean to my sexuality or maybe fear of being caught.

This lead me down the rabbit hole of fiction with transformational and transgender overtones. This wasn't difficult to find as the 90s wore on into the 2000s and the internet grew, allowing a vast number of people online, some with similar interests.

I do fantasize about transforming into a member of the opposite sex, and do wonder what the sexual experience would be like. That said, it's not practical to consider making that change, so I have been content with my fantasies and fiction.

Fast forward to the present day. Earlier this year I began to have fantasies about crossdressing, and role-playing as a woman. I spoke a bit about it with my spouse, and she was open-minded. I've been slowly dipping my toes in the water (a hot bath, with bubbles, and smooth arms and legs to be exact) and have come here to meet other folks to share my experience and perhaps learn of theirs.

I'm slowly working my way through this trying to understand where I'm at and where this is headed. I'm not particularly attracted to men as a man. On the other hand when I slip on the persona of Gia, I imagine myself with women (they're so soft and have curves) and possibly men. It seems natural.

Maybe this has been TMI but I wanted to share *blush*.

Cheers,
-Gia