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Okay, a little about me. I am male and a Crossdresser. I dare not expose this side of myself to anyone. Not my family, no one. It would hurt and disappoint too many people. When I shop for my feminine attire, I have to travel two states away, and even then I have to look over my shoulder. Yes, I'm known by quite a few people. That's one reason there are no photos of me here .. or anywhere else.
I am a TRUTH SEEKER. I dress this way because .. well, I really don't know why other than to say I enjoy it. And no, it is not *necessarily* a sexual thing .. I really don't quite understand it myself. When I was younger I would secretly try on my Mom's things in her absence.
Religion:
Please don't take this as inflammatory, because that is not my intent at all. Being a truth seeker, I don't hide things from myself. I realize people use the Bible .. taking Scripture out of context and make it say whatever they want or don't want. Look, I KNOW crossdressing is wrong .. I KNOW it's a sin. I don't need to be reminded. But I ALSO KNOW that I have to be TRUE TO MYSELF and be WHO I AM. It doesn't matter if you're a CD, Gay, Straight, Trans .. whatever .. YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. So please don't try to tell me the Bible does or does not condone being a Crossdresser. I'd rather not even discuss it. But that's neither here nor there. Please, just let me be me. Being a CD is difficult enough as it is. I HAVE TO BE TRUE TO MYSELF.
I am also SINGLE .. kind of .. There is another Crossdresser whom I admire deeply. In love with, actually.. I have for several years. I've seen this person in both male and female roles .. and am happy with both. I accept this wonderful person as he/she is. Does that still make me straight..? I'll leave that for you to decide. All I know is, When I see this person .. especially in her female role .. I feel something loving, warm and wonderful very deep inside me.
Sex: Quite honestly, sex doesn't even enter the picture. I love this person. I care about this person. This person means a lot to me. I really don't know what else I can say about that.
And no, I'm not going to become surgically altered and inject Hormone therapy into my system. Look, I know I'm a guy .. I know God didn't make a mistake .. but this is just me. And it just so happens that I'm very much in love with another male Crossdresser. I am, after all, a truth seeker. Remember..? All I ask, is that you be my friend and accept me as I am.
Hannah
Hello Hannah,
One thing you will find hete at CDH is a group of supportive ladies. We are not judgemental, we are all going through a similar situation
We dont preach or judge. We attempt to be very supportive.
Cookie. 🙂
One thing I must add Hannah is that you have very mature approach to life and there is nothing unnatural about you hon. Welcome and hope to chat soon. Debbie
Hi Hannah welcome with us
Catherine
Thank you for sharing.
Need to ponder your thoughts...in a good positive way. I would like to be friends.
Smiles, Samuella
Welcome to CDH, Hannah.
2016_introductions new members: Hannah Rogers original post:
Okay, a little about me. I am male and a Crossdresser. I dare not expose this side of myself to anyone. Not my family, no one. It would hurt and disappoint too many people. When I shop for my feminine attire, I have to travel two states away, and even then I have to look over my shoulder. Yes, I’m known by quite a few people. That’s one reason there are no photos of me here .. or anywhere else.
I am a TRUTH SEEKER. I dress this way because .. well, I really don’t know why other than to say I enjoy it. And no, it is not *necessarily* a sexual thing .. I really don’t quite understand it myself. When I was younger I would secretly try on my Mom’s things in her absence.
Religion:
Please don’t take this as inflammatory, because that is not my intent at all. Being a truth seeker, I don’t hide things from myself. I realize people use the Bible .. taking Scripture out of context and make it say whatever they want or don’t want. Look, I KNOW crossdressing is wrong .. I KNOW it’s a sin. I don’t need to be reminded. But I ALSO KNOW that I have to be TRUE TO MYSELF and be WHO I AM. It doesn’t matter if you’re a CD, Gay, Straight, Trans .. whatever .. YOU HAVE TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. So please don’t try to tell me the Bible does or does not condone being a Crossdresser. I’d rather not even discuss it. But that’s neither here nor there. Please, just let me be me. Being a CD is difficult enough as it is. I HAVE TO BE TRUE TO MYSELF.
I am also SINGLE .. kind of .. There is another Crossdresser whom I admire deeply. In love with, actually.. I have for several years. I’ve seen this person in both male and female roles .. and am happy with both. I accept this wonderful person as he/she is. Does that still make me straight..? I’ll leave that for you to decide. All I know is, When I see this person .. especially in her female role .. I feel something loving, warm and wonderful very deep inside me.
Sex: Quite honestly, sex doesn’t even enter the picture. I love this person. I care about this person. This person means a lot to me. I really don’t know what else I can say about that.
And no, I’m not going to become surgically altered and inject Hormone therapy into my system. Look, I know I’m a guy .. I know God didn’t make a mistake .. but this is just me. And it just so happens that I’m very much in love with another male Crossdresser. I am, after all, a truth seeker. Remember..? All I ask, is that you be my friend and accept me as I am.
Hannah
