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This past summer due to health issues, I moved to San Antonio, TX in which I didn't know a single person here besides my parents. Within the past 12-14 months my desire to be Kelci has increased exponentially and since I have been in Texas it has even grown further. I used to be petrified to buy articles of clothing and makeup in stores. Now today, I am finding myself at makeup counters having sales associates putting foundation on my wrist and telling me to rub it in. So, it goes without saying Kelci has come a long way. Though I know some of it is because of changes within my body and brain to feel more at ease, but primarily the reason for me coming out of my shell and increase in my confidence is through the relationships I have built here in CDH. The stories, experiences, and words of encouragement I have received since joining this site mid-Summer is something I cannot put into words, nor could I ever be thankful enough. And I found CDH to be a place where people are not judgemental and genuinely care about others and their journeys. If someone would have told me 8 months ago I would text with girls like me on a daily basis I would have called them a liar. I know I am not Jen Lawrence, but physically I have come a long way especially in the past 3 months or so. But more importantly than that, Kelci has grown mentally and now I finally have the confidence to see that going out in public is something that is going to happen soon. And this is something I never would have considered a year ago. So to all of those who have helped me in my journey I truly appreciate you all so much. ANd I do hope that in some way I may have been able to provide assistance to some of you as well.
Hugs.
Kelci
KElci-what a great post. I too have seen you blossom into a beautiful young woman in the course of the 4 months I have been a member. I treasure you as one of my dearest friends and look froward to seeing you continue on your exciting journey!
Kelci it is a wonderful thing to watch you grow from the reticent young lady I first met into a person of increasing strength and confidence. You can't imagine how long it took me to seek makeup advice in a public store.
Don't worry about not being Jennifer Lawrence. Not everyone can shoot a bow.
I can't wait to watch the next 6-7 months.
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Jane, you have been such a strong and positive influence on my progress and I so appreciate you for it more than you will ever know. And Cynthia, whenever I get down on myself you are always there to pick me up and I can't ever repay you for that. You both mean the world to me.
Hugs
Kelci
Kelci, I haven't Known you that long. In the month that I have known you I have begun to witness a metamorphosis, your confidence level is starting to grow, you are a dear friend, and I look forward to seeing you grow even further in the next few months!
Hugs!!
Jessica!
Kelci, the past few months I've known you, the courage you possess amazes me. I've seen you grow from no one ever seeing YOU, being scared to death to show yourself to anyone, much less go out in the daylight, to now being dressed, engaging in conversations "in-person" and sharing meals with friends. You're a blooming flower, seeking the suns rays and personal contact many are still struggling to seek. Many, many, good things are about to start happening for you.
