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I recently took a short trip to a nice beach destination. Most of my vacations seem to end up at some beach, warm weather, women in bikinis, and lots of women around. With so much feminine fashion visible and intriguing, my urge to crossdress seems to also be on its own vacation. This trip, in particular, I did once have a thought of how nice it would be to strut around the resort in my new 5-inch black stilettos. That thought quickly disappeared and was replaced with excitement of seeing so women wearing sexy swimsuits, beach dresses, dinner heels, and flats by the pool.
I've noticed a pattern, my crossdressing urges seem to disappear when I'm in vacation. Could it be the stress of working in a male dominated field that sparks more intense desires to crossdress. Could it be that I'm with my family and never really alone. Could it be some pheromones being released by seeing lots of beautiful women of all types of body sizes, hair colors, skin tones, fashion senses.
After getting home, in less than a day back, I ended up putting on a date night dress, my new stilettos, and gladly smiling in the mirror that my crossdressing side was back from vacation too. And then, the usual dilemmas arrived back, the constant strain of the future of a closeted crossdresser, the desire to just be the true me, the attraction of surfing sites like this, and all sorts of other thoughts that were gone while I was on that relaxed vacation. Back to reality.
Lea,
For me the feelings of wanting to dress intensify when I am away from the "distractions"of work!
Cyn
2016_personal stories: Lea original post:
I recently took a short trip to a nice beach destination. Most of my vacations seem to end up at some beach, warm weather, women in bikinis, and lots of women around. With so much feminine fashion visible and intriguing, my urge to crossdress seems to also be on its own vacation. This trip, in particular, I did once have a thought of how nice it would be to strut around the resort in my new 5-inch black stilettos. That thought quickly disappeared and was replaced with excitement of seeing so women wearing sexy swimsuits, beach dresses, dinner heels, and flats by the pool.
I’ve noticed a pattern, my crossdressing urges seem to disappear when I’m in vacation. Could it be the stress of working in a male dominated field that sparks more intense desires to crossdress. Could it be that I’m with my family and never really alone. Could it be some pheromones being released by seeing lots of beautiful women of all types of body sizes, hair colors, skin tones, fashion senses.
After getting home, in less than a day back, I ended up putting on a date night dress, my new stilettos, and gladly smiling in the mirror that my crossdressing side was back from vacation too. And then, the usual dilemmas arrived back, the constant strain of the future of a closeted crossdresser, the desire to just be the true me, the attraction of surfing sites like this, and all sorts of other thoughts that were gone while I was on that relaxed vacation. Back to reality.
