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Recently , my friend Gale told my wife who had modelled in the fall Bridal Expo that she wanted me to model also for her! I a first did not want to but my wife insisted . The scary part was being told we would be modelling with men , but when I knew it was our friends husbands and sons , I gave in and decided to make my wife happy . She said to act like I am in love and really feel love for everyone at the event . I modelled three different wedding dresses and feel in love with wearing them especially the Empire Waist one , and the Grecian Type Wedding Gown . I love wearing a Tiara , and having professionals do my makeup .and style my hair.
The part I did not know about was four of us were to take pictures for the newspaper and and local magazine in poses . I wanted to leave but Gale told me the photographer had picked me , and to do it for her . Thank goodness I had two glasses of Wine as I was nervous about posing with my groom ! Luckily it was a son of my friend the same age who was really into it.
We drove to different places to pose and was I in for a shock , the photographer had us in various poses arriving at the Hotel , but OMG kissing ! I was so embarrassed until , My Groom told me he really wanted to kiss me all day . My wife told me to just pretend I was kissing her and to imagine it was my wedding . I could not believe how it felt , we passionately kissed and people actually clapped after it was over . Mike , my Groom made me feel so desirable and lovely . It all seemed like a fairy tale . The only worry is when the pictures come out in the Sunday paper and a monthly magazine ? I ask Mike about how he would feel when his friends found out , I laughed for the first time when he said they would be jealous . I hope to do it again next year , I loved having professionals spend almost an hour doing my hair and makeup I really felt special .
Sounds like a fun adventure. I love having someone do my makeup and helping me dress.
I just love big bridal gowns and princess style ball gowns so the thought of getting to be professionally made up and dressed up in 3 of them that fit you sounds like so much fun! What a crazy and fun day!
That was lovely of you to comment , I never knew I woul enjoy wearing wedding dresses . One touching moment was when the photographer wanted to photograph me being carried to our Wedding Suite . My groom was 6'4 " and very big and muscular , I told him I felt like a baby being carried in his arms . It was so precious when he told me I was like a baby doll to him and he kissed me unexpectly before he set me down . I was so emotional and happy and started crying tears of joy . I wanted to really be married and not just in an expo , but he held me gently after everyone left and rocked me . My wife was so happy for me and told me it was natural to feel that way . She had posed as one of my brides maids instead of a bride . After that the groom and I posed in a gorgeous set of clothes for our honeymoon that local Department stores gave us to,wear . After it was over , it felt strange to be wearing jeans and a blouse at home and thinking about how strange love is and that fantasy and Romance are so intertwined with our imaginations . I told my dear wife that maybe I better cut my hair short and go back to wearing men's clothes because I felt like I was so confused about my sexuality and could not stand to want now to be a pretty lady and be unable to , and let my parents and family know . She told me to give it time to settle in , and she loved me , . I do not know what I will do as I face the future unsure about who I am , omg I wish I was still a child .
Oh the body parts I'd give to (1) have a wife so supportive, (2) be able to model a wedding dress, and (3) be young enough to enjoy it!
I missed opportunities to explore what is appearing to be my transgender and bisexual self...
Karyn, worry less about being unsure and more about exploring the grandness that is you in a safe and loving environment. Not many girls have a spouse so understanding as yours.
What an amazing experience you had. It sounds so fantastic that you must have wondered if you were dreaming or if it was really happening!
Luckily , I had quite a bit of champagne , during the event that I was not self conscious , and only wanted to make everyone around me happy . I tried to sweet , kind , and very polite . Wedding dresses make you feel like a Princess . My wife also gave me a mild tranquilizer that helped me . My friend Gale told me to just act like I was in a movie and was playing a part . Crazy as I may seem , I never was attracted to men , but during the wedding I really started feeling very sensous and feel my body getting a little hotter . I found myself really attractive to the groom , and I did know if people noticed . My wife and Gale told me that it was so OBVIOUS to everyone that I looked like I was beaming with love . OMG when they told me that later , I almost had a panic attack and I started sobbing , but they laughed and told me I was perfect . I told my wife are you listening to me , I am telling you I am becoming attracted to men . I really felt I was falling in love with him . I loved being kissed by him and the best part was being pictured carried across the threshold . My wife said , not to,worry , it was obvious to her that I was bisexual like her and that loving someone else did not mean we're even less in love . The most wonderful part to this that was really embarssing to me was when I saw myself in the full length wall mirror , believe it or not , for the first time I did not recognize myself . Embarssing I ask my wife who was that ! , ! She still laughs about that . My goodness I was stunned to realize how gorgeous and glamorous yet demure I looked . I keep,staring at my makeup and realized I was totally going to loose it , if I looked in a mirror again as I really loved looking at the Fantasy I had become , Now , I know living in Orlsndo , why all those little girls who go to Disney World want to dress like a Princess . I really think I was experiencing being a little girl fairy tale of being a part of a fairy tail only the way a child experiences it as a reality . I was lucky to have this one wonderful experience in my life , and wonder if I ever do it again could I find that magic again .love and Kisses
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You know Karyn, one of these days you'll have to post a picture or two from this amazing photo shoot! 😉
My wife took or had a photographer take a lot of pictures , she actually put some on our living room walls . It is so hilarious when she kids some guest that do not know us and tells them it was my first wedding and makes up a ridiculous story about my husband and what happened . OMG it is a different one each time , of course she tells them , the real story , but , I have to say the shock on my friends face after the hear and I do of what happened to my husband . The story she told of how he ran off with the best man , and they are now married was the most hilarious . Especially when the guest start consoling me ! I was laughing so hard , I was holding side . I told her that was the best one , of course the one about my new husband taking a selfie in Hawaii on a cliff near the Ocean and falling to the rocks below , or being arrested for robbing banks on the honeymoon had me in stitches . At least he has been taken by a UFO . LOVE AND SWEET KISSES AND LOVELY PRECIOUS HUGS
OMG that's funny! 💋💖😋
O WELL , I AM GLAD PEOPLE HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR ! KISSES AND HUGS
