Curse to Gift; a paradigm shift in the making…

I have often thought of and have seen being a trans/gender different person as a curse. I mean, it was illegal even here in Canada until Klippert was released in 1971. Same-sex sexual activity was decriminalized in Canada as a result of legislation (Bill C-150 AKA the omnibus bill) introduced in 1967 and passed in 1969 by then-Justice Minister and Attorney General of Canada, Pierre Trudeau (who later became the 15th Prime Minister of Canada) (referenced: Wikipedia)

I was a mere 10 years old at the time and had no idea what that would mean for me in my adult life. I am not a gay person… or am I, because for all intent and purpose, from a short distance away, I am mostly referred to as Miss or Ma’am. “How may I help you ladies today?” is the most common one heard when my amazing wife and I are out shopping together.

It’s not until I look a person in the eye and get within 15 feet do they notice a five-o’clock shadow or a more masculine face shape. It’s in this moment that their true colors begin to shine brightly for me, and to everyone watching. There are a brief few seconds where the person suddenly realizes that I was born male and reacts.

Visit Transgender Heaven

Before they become aware of the moment and put on their mask, their expression, body language, and eyes will show the world what their core beliefs are about gender-different people.

Most often, the ladies behind the cash out will compare nail polish or comment on my earrings. Almost every encounter I’ve had is one of compliments and well wishes for a good day, but now and then there is someone who will look down, not speak, or suddenly become focused on the numbers on the till. I smile inside and feel grateful.

What I have viewed as a curse for the better part of my life is now making the shift to Gift

When I see those who suddenly look away, blush or act uncomfortable by my presence, I see an opportunity to teach. I gently ask something like, “how has our day been for you my friend?”

Those who are really stuck don’t even look up, but most will look up and engage with me in a light and friendly conversation. I have practiced, and now teach rapport building skills to length so the result 99% of the time is the person behind the till is educated that people who are different than the crowd are not all serial killers, pedophiles, or monsters.

Before I leave each of these conversations, regardless of our interaction, I simply say, “Thank you for being a kind person, not everyone is, so I am grateful.”

The result so far has always been something like: “You’re very welcome, thank you for your courage.”

Join Our Community-cdh

The Gift is that each of us has this unique part of us. We can share our gift and be a part of the exciting expansion of human consciousness by showing the world that we are nice people contributing to our world or we can call it a curse and complain about how unaware some people still are on our planet.

Our gift helps us see the true colors of some before they even speak, and this awareness gives us possible choices in how we choose to interact with them.

Two words come to mind here; be kind.

The more we are kind and show people a new story about who we are, the quicker it will replace the old story, which will then simply fade into history regardless of those few who continue the noise as they kick and scream their way into becoming obsolete.

The gift, although extremely challenging at times, is no small matter; this is worldwide change we are each helping to bring about, in whatever way that we are ready, willing, and able to so.

Keep on girls!

Live on the front edge of your comfort zone and share with others your gift. Be who you are with the world and watch as over time, the bullies will retreat to quiet places to cry out and complain, but no one will be listening any longer to their rhetoric. The world will have expanded yet again, leaving them behind.

We are free, the offspring of a deathless soul and the creators of world change…that’s pretty cool really; don’t ya think?

Thank you for reading and thank you for being exactly who you are!

Namaste’ n huggles Ladies



More Articles by Char

View all articles by Char
The following two tabs change content below.
Dropping out of high school I began touring in the Canadian country music scene at age 17; clubs and soft seat venues, drummer/vocalist for 22 years. After 4 suicide attempts and heavy cocaine etc addiction issues, i decided to learn Self-Acceptance as apposed to self-hatred. I became a student of the Universe and an Instructor of Life Skills at a local College while operating a Private Coaching Practice. Currently, I am rebuilding the Life Coaching practice after a couple years of more personal work well under way. I am also creating online opportunities that will serve our world community…and our world in understanding how the learned life skills of Intentionally and Consciously Creating an Amazing Life have filled my life with Passion, Purpose and Prosperity and they can for you as well... Namaste'

Latest posts by Char (see all)

5 1 vote
Article Rating
Inline Feedbacks
View all comments
Bettylou Cox
Bettylou Cox
4 years ago

Your advice, “be kind" is the best anyone could give. But your story reminds me of a time, not too long ago, when my own conception of crossdressers was mostly erroneous, and lumped CD, gay, bi and trans folk all together. I was never unkind in my response, but I was mostly blank – because I didn’t know HOW to respond to “these strange people". Discovering that I was one of you/them myself has of course, enlightened me; but the misconception is widespread and will take time to erase.

Alicia C
Active Member
4 years ago

wonderful way of dealing with people who seem uncomfortable with us, kindness instead of shouting. something I think we could use a lot of in the US right now.

Tiffany Alexis
Tiffany Alexis
4 years ago

A beautifully written article and noble ideals we would all do well to emulate. It makes me happy and proud to read this, to know that people I stand with have these ideals.

Amy Myers
Noble Member
4 years ago

Thanks for that excellent article. As I venture out into the world more, I will remember your comments.

Renee Rose
4 years ago

Char, Thank you for your article. So well written and poignant. I will use, “Thank you for being a kind person, not everyone is, so I am grateful.” in my interactions with kind people. You are spot on that not everyone is. One aspect of this ‘gift’ is that I feel comfortable loving on people by calling them ‘Honey’ or ‘Sweetheart’ or ‘Precious’ or whatever loving term of endearment comes out of my mouth. I am comfortable giving an extra long hug to my friends as a sign that I love them and want to be near them. All of… Read more »

Laura Lovett
Laura Lovett
4 years ago

Yes! Well put. This is how I feel instinctively when going out dressed. Be kind and understanding to those who don’t get it, not afraid of potential hostility. In the here and now, you hold the strong cards, so play them. Positivity wins over negativity. Everyone wants to be like the happy person. Make the world a better place, and gain one more person’s acceptance that cross dressers are not only not weirdos, but in fact, ordinary people in the nicest sense. People seem to enjoy talking about the subject with someone who dresses and is likewise happy to talk.… Read more »

skippy1965 Cynthia
Trusted Member
4 years ago

Char-as always your articles are well written and full of concrete examples of what we can do to bring about the world we wish had existed decades ago. I do believe that -much as it was in the past with those of different skin color, or ethnic background or any of dozens of characteristics, many people’s reactions are based on ignorance and unfamiliarity. When folks live cloistered lives, they fear the “different” or unknown-not always out of malice but just discomfort with things they are unfamiliar with. But once folks get to know people as INDIVIDUALS instead of “those people”… Read more »

Stephanie Kennedy
Active Member
4 years ago

Hi Char Thank you for your efforts on all of our behalfs. I hope one day I can join you . luv Stephanie

Julie Heart
4 years ago

Thank you for this post. Jx

Would love your thoughts, please comment.x
Subscribe To Our Newsletter

Subscribe To Our Newsletter

Join our mailing list to receive the latest news and updates from Crossdresser Heaven.

You have Successfully Subscribed!

Log in with your credentials

Forgot your details?