Yes I know I’m a girl in my thinking and feelings unfortunately my girl parts weren’t fully developed I’ve always had a very micro penis thats not a real man. I’m the youngest of five boys and two girls but in reality it should be four boys and three girls. Growing up I wasn’t interested in fast cars, action movies or girls. I liked fashion, beauty. So of course I grew up pretending to be a boy and a man. It’s hard trying to be something that don’t match how you think and feel. Now I’m realizing in my soul, heart and my thinking has always been a girl and now a woman. It sucks trying to be someone that your not just to please everyone. Unfortunately I’m still in the closet listening to Carly crying for me to let her out.
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