This is an interesting question As a man, I love women. Always have. Never found men evening remotely interesting in a romantic way.
That being said, I can’t help but wonder about men when I am Annie. What would it be like to excepted as a woman and treated like a woman by a man that cared for you? It might be a matter of degree Could I/would I like to hold hands and go on a walk in the moonlight with a man? I think yes. If that walk turned romantic would I like to be held in a mans strong arms? I think yes. If that embrace turned passionate would I want hi. To kiss Annie? I think ….yes. Would I accept a second date for a romantic dinner? Yes. Would I love to go out for drinks and dancing after dinner? I think yes. Would I want to “make out” in the moonlight (heavy petting). I think maybe yes. (I should note that white typing this my heart is beating faster and fast and I am in my Annie persona). Would I want to go to bed with a man????? Well, here is where I think I would want to stop. Accepted, held, carcasses and kiss don’t seem to cross to high of a line. Going to bed with a man might be the point of no return. One caveat…If I were younger and had fully transitioned, the answer to this last question might well be different.
So I guess the question of am I gay would be no, not as a man. As A nite am I gay? Wanting to explore feelings with a man seems appropriate so I would say no. I am a woman desiring intimacy with a man. Would Anniemlike to be with a woman? I’m not sure. It seems more acceptable for a woman to experiment with another woman so perhaps.
But in the end, it’s just labels. Many types of love. Huggs and 😘😘😘
Annie
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